||A balance of good °
& bad •\\
Highest rank:- #12 in Poetry! [3/12/16]
Where I relate my life to the pieces of universe, only to make an incomplete puzzle.
Incompleteness is beautiful, isn't it?
So is nothing.
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" C O L L A P S E
It's such a weird thing, To collapse within oneself, To know what's crushing you, Your soul, The one without which life is worthless and death seems priceless. I'm just breathing in, Breathing out, Just the same days, Just my same ways. Chaos, I miss it, It's the only one true balance this universe has, Order of disorder is the most precious pattern, A chance, The reason life lives. Death is chaos. It's just too much order, Too much following the same patterns, Human one's. Some patterns are only by chaos and that we don't understand at all, That's the ultimate thing, The way the universe works, Is the same as our earth, As our solar system, As our marine ecosystem, As our microbial system, As our quantum system. Chaos is the one true creator, Understanding it is quite hard, As we love order. Laws, rules and patterns. How to live, When to die. We're just lost in order, Just like brainless creatures following a blinding light, Jumping off with or without our will and awaiting our death. Everyone wants a peaceful death, don't they? The one's who give in to chaos are considered inane, imbecile, abomination, nuts, outlaws, traitors, and so much more. But the worse thing is that they don't even call us our real terms. Artists, poets, writers, social justice warriors, scientists, the one who does not need to follow systems to know what's human, most importantly dreamers. But let's not get into this stuff. This chaos is a good thing, That's why my soul is collapsing within me, Telling me to not follow, Just dream, Just be, It's telling me "Understand me" Create yourself. Destroy what's toxic or who's time has come, Let it out, the tremendous energy within you. Explode, shatter yourself, Piece yourself together the way you always dreamt about you. Be the you, you always wanted. Don't go out looking to "find yourself" Create your own damn self.
