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I from the inside, am crashing down.
I know I can't hold on any longer,
I know how to swim but, all I do is drown.
The energy inside me, is not making me stronger.
I wanna explode,
I wanna crash,
I wanna scatter,
I want to let it all out.
My mind is disturbed,
Unstable.
If I let it in for long, can I die?
If I let it out, can I die?
Am I helpful in, either ways of my death?
The world I used to know, is no longer there.
Or it never was.
Fragment of my imagination.
Between me and who I want to be and who my mind is making me.
Everything is black to me.
There's a feeling, a light, an energy inside me.
Enough for me to see hope, in this alien world.
For me to see a land, in this vast never ending ocean.
But, for it to come out, for maybe a second,
I have to burst,
Trust the feeling I have?
I don't know, I'm petrified.
Of my thoughts, of my trust,
To who I shall give?
There's no one to help.
Only help I can get is me.
But, looks like I don't have a choice.
I can't hold on.
I'm breaking down.
The ground is shaking in my thoughts. Boom.
I can see the light, for a fraction I saw the land, hope.
But, it's a long way.
The light also made me see something terrifying.
I'm not alone now, I've let my demons out.
The war has begun.
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