Mistakes Regrets And A Bad Boy

I promise

" ok guys, I think that was enough fun for today, I fixed two bedrooms one for the girls and one for the boys" my mom told us before we went upstairs.

We went upstairs and there were two different rooms, Luke and Alex slept on one of them, and Mia and Natalie on the other one. Before I went to my room I checked on both of the rooms Alex and Luke had already fallen asleep, and so did Mia and Natalie and they were hugging how cute. Now that I know all of them are fine I went to my room and tried my best to go to sleep.

2 hours later it was 4 am in the morning Luke sneaked into my room and laid next to me. How I told you before the bed was really small so he woke me up. I turned around to face him and we were just staring at each other.

" why do you like me?" I asked.
" what do you mean?"
" you said that you stopped the prank because you liked me, why?"
" well, if you must know. It's because you are not like other girls?"
" what?" I asked laughing.
" I mean, you know what you want, and you know how to get it. But at the same time you're kind and smart and sporty. To be honest I would say you're perfect"

That was so sweet, he just called me perfect. I got on top of him.

" really?" I asked sarcastically.
" yea" he said laughing and turning around to get on top of me. " why do you like ME?
" well because you are a sexy, bad boy who I got to know better and discovered that actually has a big heart" I said changing on top of him.

Soon we were kissing, and there was clothes everywhere and without even noticing we were already naked.

***

I wake up happier than ever, until I see the black dress my mom picked out for me for my grandmas funeral today. Tears start coming out of my eyes and falling on Luke's arm, who is hugging me. He wakes up.

" what happened?"
" nothing" I said getting up and whipping my tears.
" come on tell me"
" really I'm fine"
" is it because of your grandma?"
" it's just so hard"
" everything is going to be fine" e said giving me a hug.
" Luke?"
" yea?"
" you do know we are naked right?"
" oh yea" he said laughing.

I laughed and pushed him away, he always knows how to give me a smile.

***
It was time for the funeral, I was wearing I nice and expensive black dress, just like Mia and Natalie. And Alex and Luke were wearing black and white suites. We were ready to go but my mom.

I walk to her room and knock on her door, she won't open so I come in. My mom is standing in front of her vanity crying her eyes out.

" Amelia, go downstairs I will be there in a second"

I go downstairs closing her door.

" hey, everything is fine. We are here for you" said Alex.

Seeing Alex today reminded me of what my mom said, about my twin brother. What if Alex is my brother. We are the Same age, he is adopted, and we do look kind of alike.

" Alex, when is your birthday?"
" why you ask?"
" just curiosity"
" July 19"
" ok thanx"

That wasn't they day I was born, I was born in May 20. Maybe he is not my brother, or maybe just maybe they ,see him believe that's his birthday for that if he met me he would be suspicious.

" ok we are ready to go" my mom said coming down the stairs.

we all stared at her for some seconds, and to be honest i down know why. we walk out of the house and into the car. when we got there, there were a lot of people all wearing black and white. 

we got out of the car and walked to our seats i the front row. everyone was staring at me, and i felt my eyes heating up ready to release the tears. until look holds my hand.

"hey, everything its fine"

i nodded and smiled. but it didn't make me feel any better.

" welcome everybody, today is a sad day. its the day with say goodbye to a great mom, grandmother, friend, and person. grace Isabelle hudson was a great woman, always there to help the needed. and thinking about the others before herself..."

i gave up at this moment, i didn't try to hold my tears anymore. and so they fell off my eyes like water off a fountain. Luke turned to see me. but i didn't bother on facing him. 

"now here is her granddaughter Amelia hudson to say some words"

i got up and everybody started clapping. i walked to the stage and stood in front of the microphone next to my grandma's coffin.

" my grandmother was a lovely lady, she always knew what to say and always knew hot to cheer me up. i still remember until this day when i was 7 and i fell and scratched my knees, i ran to her crying, and whining. but she told me to stop, she said that life is full of things that will hurt me. and that i didn't have to cry, that i had to get up and face it. so she made me promise her that i would never cry. of course that seems like a stupid promise right now. but i will never forget it, because thanks to that promise i learned to face life a whole different way. and as long a i remember that promise, she will always live in my heart. "

i got off and walked to my seat, while everyone clapped. i tried my best not to cry, no matter how much it hurts.