Mistakes Regrets And A Bad Boy

Mixed feelings

I can't believe it. I can't believe the news I got. Before I could realize it I was already going in tears. This is the worst thing that could ever happen to me.

" but it's not for sure yet" Gia quickly said.
Gia was my best friend back where I lived and she is always there when I need her even if we are so far like we are now.
" she will get through this she is a strong woman" Gia said.
" I know she is but it's just so sad that she has to deal with this, and I am here" I said not able to hold back my tears.
" listen I promise you that I will take care of her and she will be alright" she said trying to calm me down.
" it's all my fault" I said putting my head down.
Right at that moment the FaceTime went off and my laptop went black. Then I realized it wasn't charging.
I was so sad I layed on my bed and fell in tears.
***
It was 8:00 pm when I realized I felt asleep. I got up from bed. And got in the bathroom to fresh up myself.After some minutes guess who is on my bed reading my books the one and only Luke Williams.

I wasn't on the mood for his flirts, or for his jokes. Not even for his charms.
So I pushed him of my bed and he fell on the floor, and not even that put
smile on my face.

" hey what was that for?" He asked while getting up from the floor.

" because I wanted to" I said angrily.

" chill cherry I just want to ask you one simple question but because of your mood, now I have lots more."

" listen I don't have time or patience for your questions or your jokes." I said while sitting on my bed.

" can I just ask you one question than?" He asked. And let's admit it I can't say no to those eyes.

" fine, but only one" I answered.

" why?" He asked.

" because you said you were going to ask one question." I answered confused,

" no I mean, why did you say no?"

As soon as I heard that sentence I knew exactly what was he talking about. But I still wanted to hear him say it.

" no to what?" I asked doing my best not to blush.

" why did you say no when I asked you to prom?".

" because- because I am not the girl for you and you are not the guy for me." I said while standing up and walking to the other side of the room trying to prevent being any close to him.

" woah! Hold on. I never said anything about being  together."

Soon I started to fell upset again. I sat back on my bed and holded my head down.
" don't get upset cherry" he said while sitting next to me.

" I'm not upset because if you, I'm upset because the only family I have is dying!" I screamed. Soon I felt the tears coming down.

" what do you mean?" He asked.

" my grandma has cancer." I said with my head down.

" yea but you still have your parents" he said trying his best to calm me down.

" no I don't my parents are divorced and I'd rather be alone before going with any of them."

" why?" He asked.

" because my parents are not the dreamed parents, they are not even close they are always fighting with each other even if they are far from each other. Imagine how much they would fight if I was with one of them".

" listen, I can't say I know how you fell, cause I don't. But one thing j can say is that I am here for you every time you need  me."

Suddenly I smiled, and Luke wrapped his arms around me to give me a hug.
Some minutes later I  was already laying on his arms, and he was playing with my hair.