CHANGE// Dolan Twins

T W E N T Y F I V E

(Warning: this chapter contain Self Harm and Sexual Talk, so if you do not like self harm and sexual talk please skip it.)

Alexis Pov

Go.kill.yourself.

Go.kill.yourself

Go.kill.yourself.

The words play in my head over and over again as tears stream down my face. I know I shouldn't have been crying when Cameron, Ryan and Jacob did other things to me but this is beyond what they would do to me.

I lay in my bed for a few minutes thinking about my wretched life. But the real question is what did I do to make them hate and bully me?

I think for another few minutes until I find myself holding a blade I bought back then when I thought about cutting, but I never truly wanted to until today.

I hold my arm out looking at my smooth uncut skin then run the blade across my arm feeling slight pain. I watch as the blood runs down my arm dripping onto the sink. I sigh at the feeling. I was about to do another cut until I heard a knock on my door.

"Alexis honey, are you alright?" My mother asks.

I start to panic.

"Y-yes" I say nervously

"Oh okay...well dinner is done" she says

"Alright I'll been down in a minute"

"Okay" I hear her footsteps fade.

I clean everything up until it's spotless then I walk out of my bathroom, throwing on a sweatshirt, making sure the bandage is covered up.

I made my way downstairs into the dining room, looking at the table to see homemade enchiladas along with a pitcher filled with tea.

"So how's school been going?" My dad asks.

The replay of this today episode played in my head, trying not to make eye contact when I speak.

"The same" I say

"Oh" my mom and dad said.

"Yeah"

After diner I went upstairs throwing on my pjs and getting into bed, I grab my phone from my night stand looking, through my social media.

Few minutes later I fell my eyes getting heavy. I put my phone back on my night,pulling the sheets and cover over me.

Next thing I was out like a light.

E.D.C Pov

Is she dead?

Is she dead?

Is she dead?

I keep asking myself as I stroke Deanna's hair. I turn her head looking over at the bite to see it healing up slowly.

What how is that even possible?

"It's possible because a Necromancer can't die until their at least 200" I look down to see Deanna, looking up at me.