Little booklet of poems

I wonder

I wonder if he misses me.
I wonder if he cares.
I see him reading my stories,
But I never hear his need.

Sometimes I see his name
It comes up when he reads
I try my best to feel alright,
But all my efforts are lame.

He still has my heart
But I don't think he knows.
If he knew he wouldn't care,
Which is why we're still apart.

You can see it in my music,
My sadness, simply shown.
I try my best to hide it,
But I know I'll simply lose it.

I don't think he ever cared,
Even though I did my best,
It hurts me even now,
To know he isn't there.

I don't understand why he left me,
But I guess he had his reasons.
I just hope he misses me,
After all the stories he'll see.

I wonder if he'll miss me.
I wonder if he'll care.
I hope he knows what he's missing,
Because he's missing out on me.