Shawn Mendes Imagines

Imagine #7

Your girl

"Oh, save it Shawn! I don't wanna hear your lies" I said and continued walking upstairs

"Why are you acting so weird? Are you jealous?" He asks as he follows me

"Just leave me alone!" I huffed and he pulled me closer to him

Shit. My knees goes weak

"We agreed with our arrangement, it's only a set up that we'll make her get jealous until she runs back to me" He tilted his head and i'm avoiding his gaze "You pretend like a real jealous girlfriend... Unless, you fell in love with me?" His lips teases me and it fucking sucks

I pushed him and covered my face as i walked to my room

Fuck that i fell for him! As if i intend or i want to fell for him! And fuck that he acted so effortless that i felt that he is doing that because he fell back. But i'm fucking wrong

The reality hits me when i saw him making out with his ex, probably his girlfriend again because they kissed already and i got hurt, big time that i felt that it's stabbing my heart with a thousand knives!

He played this game so good that i fell hard and never had a chance to fight. I don't know, i'm stupid for agreeing with kind of pathetic set up

I slammed myself on my bed and covered my face with a pillow

I heard his footsteps and i feel that he sat beside me

"Tell me.." He commands but i never answered

"Do you really got jealous?" He asks and i sat and faced him

"Yes, i do. Because that's what we talked about, right? I should act that i'm your girlfriend and i should get jealous when she's around. Well this game is over now, Shawn. You have her back so fucking leave me alone!" I burst out all my frustrations

"Why.. why are you crying?" He held my hands to stop me from covering my face

"I'm not" I denied and tried to held back my tears but it flows inevitably

"Just leave me" I pleaded trying to retrive my hands

"I won't" He responds

"Why are you still here? You should be with her, you two are together again, right? Just please" I asserted but he held my hands tighter

"Answer me first" He sighs "Don't really have feelings for me? Just a bit?" He asks and i looked on his eyes

My tears streamed unstoppable again. I can't tell him that i don't when i really do love him, so much

"God, baby. You don't know how much i love you" My heart skipped a beat after he said that

What is he saying?

"I'm over with her, i just used the set up so you'd like me too. You don't know how much i wanted to be with you, i always watch you. I just want for you to notice me" He says and kisses the top of my head

"And i'm so damn happy that my plan worked, you love me, don't you?" He asks and i nodded slowly

"I'm sorry for kissing her, that's only my last straw to know what you really feel" He says and he lifts my chin so i can look straight to his eyes

"I love you, baby. Will you be my girl?" He smiles

"Yes, Shawn. And i love you too" I said as my heart rejoiced. After all this time, he feels the same way too. Why didn't i notice?

"So do you still want me to leave?" He raises his eyebrow

I shook my head and hugged him

He laughed

"Even if you want to, i will never leave you"

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Yas! Loveeee this one.