sweet blasphemy

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he'll be back soon dont worry about it itll be fine he wont do anything stupid like do it right back..or would he no at least i hope not.

i said this all in my mind while pacing the room me and ashley share 

i didnt do anything tho he kissed me but i did kiss back which is the worst part about it but i swear he came on to me and and... i dont know i jus want ashley home he wont answer me and the others arent home so im in this house alone well with tokoyo and killer but still 

what am i gonna say to him when he comes home or what if he comes home with some whore ahh why did i do this to him. i just got back and this is how i start it  off right..of course

'destani''i herd some one call me from the hall way i wiped away the tears that were spilling from my eyes and went into the hall and saw ashley. i rolled down my sleeves so he wouldnt see what i did to my self

''ashley im so sorr..'i said but he put his hand up to silence me 

'' dont want to hear it i called you to make sure you didnt run off"he said putting his hand down not even looking at me 

i slamed my back in to the wall and slid it down so i was sitting on the wood floor and slammed my head on thewall as ashley entered our room shutting the door behind him

why wont he just fucking believe me i loe him to much to  lie to him his is just 

"bullshit!!"i yelled"all of this is just bullshit ashley!!"

''you know whats bullshit me making you come back here i shouldve just let shane get you"he yelled''you deserve it anyway''

i started to sob loudly  and then ran down the stairs 

''i didnt mean to say that''ashley yelled fallowing me i ran out of the house to the nearest park there was which was across the street from danny worsnapps house

iherd ashleys foot steps behind me. i quickened my pace and id on the jungle gym thing 

''can we just talk''he said walkng around looking for me

''i wanted to do that before but you made that fucking remak"i kept my voice distant thank god it was dark

"it was a mistake a slip up"he said his voice growing closer

''what do you think happened with me and xavier'i said walking away from him

''i dont know''he sighed  thats all i herd before walking over to dannys 

'hey''danny let me in''when the fuck did you get back''

'two three weeks ago''i said and slid my back down the door

''you ok''he asked sitting next to me

''yeah''i said''i just fucked up''

''what happened come on tlk to your brittish theropist''he said

''i started school today and i met this guy Xavier and he kissed me and i was gonna tell ash.but ashley kissed me up and down my neck which smelt like Xaviers callogne and i tried telling himXavier kissed me but he didnt belive meso i said this was bullshit.he said whats bullshit is making me come backhereand not letting shane get me back and abusing me and he also said  deserve it''i said and started sobbing

''thats fucked up what ashleysaid''danny said''and  did you kiss the guy back?"

''mhmm''i sniffled''i did not mean to''

''well can you prove it''e said i gave him a questionable look

''i mean can you prove yo didnt mean it?"he elaborated 

''how the fuck can i do that"i said 

''think about it"danny said holdng me like i was his little sister

''thanks danny"i said

''for what?"he asked 

"letting me talk this bull shit out with you"i said

''no problem''he said giving me a tight hug

''is ben home?"'i asked 

''yes wanna go scare him?"he asked 

"yes"i said and stood up with danny nex to me.

we walked into the living room and snuck up behind ben who was sleeping on the couch

"BEN!!!"I YELLED AND BLEW A BLOW HORN IN HIS EAR 

he jumped 10 feet in theair and fell on the floor

"your fucked''i said to danny and rn out of the house and to my own but hesitated at the door.

just when i put my hand on the knob the door swung open and it wasnt any of the guys it was shane 

''hey priness did you miss me''shane said and pinned me against the wall painfully twisting my arm

"let go"i said but he didnt budge but a needle was shoved into my arm nd i was blacked out 

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