feelings fade • c.h.w.

II

you played your games
and now we're left with nothing

i know that you've been trying to make me jealous ever since

you don't have to try because i always am

that should be me you're holding hands with, not him

that should be me you're hugging, not him

that should be you're doing all kinds of things with, not him

it hurts, you know?

i'm sick and tired of you hurting my feelings but i just can't ignore you because i love you

maybe that's why i ended it

i cared about you too much that i couldn't force you to be with me anymore