feelings fade • c.h.w.

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i'm tired of:
fake people, fake smiles, fake hugs
fake hope, fake friends, fake love
cause fake friends are a real waste of time

i've been trying to recover but i can't seem to

i tried to get back out there again but i always end up breaking up with them

everything ends anyways

i couldn't care less about people who only want to be with me for egotistical purposes and not for real frienship or relationship

i barely even talk to my friends anymore

they act like they're worried when they actually don't care

even wonho-hyung

he's apologized alot of times now but i don't think he's sincere about it

you too

you've been texting me these past few days and asking me how i am

guess i was too busy wasting my life on you, who genuinely doesn't give a fuck about me that i didn't have the time to deal with friendships that won't last either