Invisible

Chapter four

All the happiness in Clary turned into a whole lot of other mixed emotions as soon as we stepped into the institute. My bright spirits turned into self pity and guilt. It should have been me. If I was strong enough instead of  being worthless I I could of saved him. "I still don't understand how can shadow hunters be better than mundanes?" Clary asked us. She was so beautiful. Like Izzy. Unlike me. "Because we protect humans."
"Oh yeah right, you protect humans. You protect humans. You left Simon with Mikah. And surprise she didn't do much to 'protect' him. Good job guys you rock." I looked down at my boots. That was more interesting than talking about Simon. Why am I so stupid. I kill demons... Well I try. Come to think of it they always save me. Why do they save me. They would be better off. "M.  You ok you zoned out. And don't lie."
"I let them take Simon. I watched them take Simon. I was useless. And it's all all my fault."
"It's not your-
Stop. Stop trying to make me feel better when I'm the reason why he's gone. I'm sorry I can't right now." I tried to cover my face. Izzy always knew how I felt and I hated it. I quickly followed them and pulled myself together.
"Look at all this stuff these screens. Can any of this help me find Simon. Where is he anyways?"
"That was Camille's outfit right their locals."
"Their in hotel Dumort."
I took a breath. Us five declaring war against Camille's vampires wasn't gonna go well.
"Downworlders are slaves to their impulses, we're not."
"Alec you can't just jump on all the downworlders.
"That's right seelies are based on their charms right. Oh and don't forget the werewolves."
"Half demon half angel Izzy can tell you all about them. She's got a thing and so does M."
"Alec we've all got our things."
"I don't have a thing with Ryan. He's my bestfriend." I said specifically spreading friends.
"I can't listen to this Simons being kidnapped by vampires. Guess I'll take care of it myself."
"Clary your going to get yourself killed. Clary Simon too."
"Then help me. While we consider other options my friends suffering. Is that something shadow hunters understand or am I just being mundane. "
"Clary's right they made the first move. We'll take care of this our selves."
"This is a bad idea ."
"You got a better one? Listen the vamps broke the accords they kidnapped a mundane that's a big no no."
"Can't argue with that."
"Even if we do that. How do we explain where we're going. We need weapons."
"I know where to by what we need." I didn't  feel like digging up a grave, but what could I say it was my fault. We hopped out of the van and started searching. "Found it." Clary yelled. I slowly walked toward them. They pulled off the top. I started searching for my blades. I glanced over at Jace and Clary. Teaching her how to use a seraph blade my butt. I tried to ignore them and continued to search until I found everything. I hurried  to the van.
"Hey are we at a biker bar?" Back to the annoying cluelessness. "Look closer." What crap
"Oh my god their vampires."
"Wow shocker. You think we go to biker bats for fun." Jace shot me a glare. I walked away and sat at a table. I watched Clary fall for the charm, Jace be the hero, and all while that was gapping I managed to get own bike. "Thanks for the lift."
"I knew you would catch on. And I don't know you could modify a bike?" I glared and looked away. We stopped on the roof. I got my weapons ready, while the pretty people conversed. "Excuse me can we get to it now." I pushed passed and climbed in. I took a breath and went into the room. Instantly I was pinned to the ground. I kicked one in the nuts and punched one knows the gut. I got my blade and stabbed it. It was now an it because it was dead, but alive. We saw Simon being held and I freaked. "Let him go. Or I swear I'll end you."
"M. Careful."
I followed him and he lead us out. I was second and Jace was last. I stepped away taking a breath. Simon is alive I let out a laugh. I was left with my siblings and Jace. All I could hear was fighting. "Stop fighting. I'm sick of it. Not to point the blame but it started with her. Everything did. Your parabatai not enemies so please stop fighting. I can't take it anymore. I'm sick of this I'm sick of everything." I walked away. Jace may think it makes you vulnerable to show your feelings, but I don't care anymore. I'm done with them, with everything. 

I'm back from camp!!!!
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