My Fancy Roman Empire

The Final Smackdown Before Summer Slam

    The next day I woke up to Joe kissing me and hugging me tight and rubbing my belly as he talked it to. After we ate breakfast we headed to the next town for smackdown it was about a 2 hour drive so I fell asleep on the drive there and Joe woke me up as we got there. We went straight to the locker room I got dressed for my interviews and I left Joe to get dressed as I hugged him goodbye I went to hair and make up. When I was done there I headed to my interviews I was interviewing Anderson and gallows and Sasha banks. First up was my girl Sasha Kianna: I have here with me is the boss Sasha banks, Sasha how do you feel going into summer slam this Sunday? Sasha: well Kianna I'm pretty sure Nikki Bella will not walk out the winner this Sunday at summer slam and you can bank on that.
    Kianna:well thank you for your time and good luck this Sunday. Sasha: thanks girl see you later. Up next was Anderson and Gallows, Kianna: now I have here with me the club Anderson and Gallows gentlemen can you tell me how you plan on defeating the usos this Sunday at summer slam? Them: well seeing how things turned out last night on raw I'm pretty sure we will come out on top over the usos. In case you didn't know smackdown has been going live on Tuesdays, the usos walked up to have a stare off with the club as I walked off and headed to my table to sign some more pictures of myself. I sat down at the table and started to sign my name using a purple sharpie after I was done and had a cramp in my hand I headed to catering.
    As I made my plate I went to go sit down with the cast of total divas. I sat down and talked with Eva Marie. She ask me how I was doing today and how I liked being pregnant, I told her that I was doing fine and I love being pregnant and that I couldn't wait til I could feel the baby move. That's when she ask me if it was okay if she could touch my belly I said yes of course and thanks for asking because no one ever does. I got a little bored so I got on Twitter to see what the world was up to when I saw this Instagram post of jojo and Roman to together on Jojo's Instagram I'm not sure if it was and old photo and she is just now posting it. But I needed to know if it is something to worry about or not so I asked around to see if when the exact time when the picture was taken and no one could give me a straight answer so I decided to ask jojo herself. I'm trying not to let my emotions or my hormones get the best of me but I really don't want to go through this bullshit again. I went over to Jojo offerman and ask her if I could talk to her for a second she said sure of course we went into a hallway I calmly ask her about the picture as I showed it to her she said that it was taken two weeks ago when everyone went out together after a house show I asked her why she would post it when she knows the history that the 3 of us have. She apologized and said that I needed to talk to Roman about it because he gave her permission to post it. That set me off I thanked her and went to go find my baby daddy.
    I headed back to catering to find Joe he was sitting with Dean and the usos I sat next to him and stuck my phone in his face and said what is this about? He just ignored me that just made me mad so I got up and walked away and took a walk outside alone I wouldn't be as mad as I am now if he had only told me about it in the first place but no this is a reoccurring issue with Joe. As I'm walking around outside I come across a bench and sit down and talk to my belly I say well baby it's just me and you now I really wish your daddy would get his shit together and stop putting me through unwanted crap and just be real with mommy so I can start to trust him more and not have to worry about him constantly cheating on me in the back of my mind. I know mommy shouldn't really be telling you this but I feel like I have no one to turn to sometimes, as I wiped away my tears I headed back inside.
    I sat down in the viewing area with trinity and tamina they both ask me if I was ok I told them what happened and they said that this is stress that I don't need right now and needed to work it out. Told them that I wasn't even mad I just wish he would have informed me about it that's all I'm not trying to pick a fight with him at all. They hugged me and said that everything will turn out for the best and I said thanks I'm sure it will. As I sat and watched the show start Joe and I weren't talking to each other so I decided to text him instead my text read baby daddy I'm not mad at you and I'm not trying to start a fight with you I just wish you would have told me about the picture instead of finding out about it on Twitter we have had this conversation count less of times if you really want me to trust you I need you to meet me half way I can't do this alone but I can't help but to feel alone sometimes.
     After about an hour into the show I had not gotten a text back from him and his match was up next it was him and Cena tagging against Seth and Aj styles. I walked to the curtain to tell him I was sorry and that I loved him I wrapped my arms around him from behind. He turned around and brushed my hands away I felt like my heart was breaking all over again so to keep him from seeing me cry I walked away and headed to the locker room to grab my things. His match was under way when I grabbed my luggage and headed to the ladies locker room to see if I could stay with Sasha at her hotel until Joe calms down and we talk she told me of course and we made our way to her hotel. Once we got there I headed to mine and Joe's room to get the rest of my stuff when I had my stuff we went back to banks room and watched chick flicks and talked for a little bit about what I was gonna do about Roman and Jojo, I told her that I didn't know yet I needed to talk to Joe first.   
    I text Joe to see if he was at his hotel yet and if we could talk he said no that he was out at the gym, I said okay can we talk when you get back he said why what for there was nothing to talk about. I started to cry and said Joe why are you being like this I told you that I wasn't even mad you are making this a bigger deal than it has to be just talk to me that's all I want is for the father of my child to just talk to me and let me in please. He text back saying just leave me alone I'll talk to you tomorrow because if I talk to you now I'll say or do something I'll regret. I went outside to the hallway to cry because I didn't want to wake up Sasha who was asleep. As I was sitting out in the hallway with my head in my hands someone tapped me on the shoulder I looked up with tears in my eyes and it was Enzo amore he sat next to me and said what happened? I said nothing just an misunderstanding with Roman you don't have to stay I'm gonna be fine I told him. He said if the roles were reversed that I would make sure he was gonna be okay and he said besides what kind of person would I be if I left a pregnant woman to cry alone in the hallway I couldn't live with myself if something happened to you.
    Enzo and I talked for while and than he helped me up and as he did that I got this horrible sharp pain in my side he ask if I was okay and I said yeah I'm sure it's nothing my body is just adjusting to the changes of being pregnant. I hugged Enzo goodbye and went back into Sasha's room to go to sleep as I shut the door behind me the sharp pain in my side kept getting worse. I went to the restroom to pee and I was spotting a little bit I tried not to freak out but I couldn't help it I woke up Sasha and said I think we need to go to the hospital she ask me why and I said I think I might be having a miscarriage. She freaked out and said I'm gonna kill him if anything happens to this baby I laughed at her as we headed to the hospital I texted trinity and told her what was going on and she said her and Jon were on their way and I said that Joe doesn't know. She ask me if I wanted her to tell him I told her that he doesn't want talk to me but sure you can tell him if you want or have Jon do it.
    While I was at the hospital the doctor said they wanted to keep me over night and that my doctor would fly in tomorrow to see me but that I need to keep myself from getting too stressed and avoid anything that will make me stressful. I agreed to do anything as long as my baby was okay they said it was a close one that next time I might not be as lucky. As everyone left and said they would come pick me up tomorrow if I haven't heard from Joe by than because Jon had text him and told him what happened and tried calling him too. I told them not to worry about it that he apparently doesn't seem to care that I almost lost our child, I told them that I needed to get some sleep so I could head home the next day. I tried to fall asleep but I couldn't because I have gotten so use to Joe sleeping with me and his arms around me.
    I tired to call Joe but it went straight to voicemail trinity had text me to see if I was still up I said yes I can't sleep why she replied saying that we are bring Joe to see you if you want to see him I don't know he's the reason why I'm in here but whatever it's fine it's his baby too. When they arrived Joe came in right away and started to hug me and say how sorry he was I ask if trinity and Jon could wait outside so I could talk with Joe and they did as I ask. I pushed Joe off of me and said get away from me what the hell were you doing or who were you doing that was more important than your child that you couldn't even look at your phone. He was quite he tried to hug me but I wouldn't let him I said no stop it I want answers now and you're gonna give them to me it's the least you can do since you're the reason I'm in here if you would have just talked to me like I ask I won't be fighting for our child's life. The one thing I hate is even though I should be pissed at the world right now I can't help but still love you. You promised to never hurt me again I'm fucking tired of this Joe you said you would do anything to make it up to me when you cheated on me but when I ask you about the picture I got nothing from you this is how you can make it up to me by telling me what I want to know I'm just gonna say this once if you don't start being honest with me and let me in you are gonna lose me for good and you will never see your son ever.
    He said that he did give jojo permission to post the picture because he thought we got passed the whole cheating issue and that he didn't think that me seeing the photo would bring back all those memories for me and that he was not trying to hurt me. He also said that he should have told me about the picture the second it got taken but he wasn't trying to overwhelm me because I was under enough stress already. I didn't cheat on you with her if that's what your thinking he said I learned my lesson the first time and I would never do that to you again he told me. So why when I comforted you about it before you ignored me I ask him I didn't want to fight with you about nothing he said. It's not nothing to me especially with my hormones you should know that by now I'm gonna over react to everything this isn't your first rodeo and you know that I told him. He said that he is still working on his inner issues that he has with himself. I told him that he needed to get his shit together before this baby comes because if he doesn't that I was gonna be gone because I'm done trying to make this work when he clearly isn't putting in the same afford.
    I sat up as he sat next to me on the bed and said that he was sorry that he is trying his best to move past everything he has put me through and everything he has gone through with galina. I ask him if he even cared that I almost lost our child tonight because this is serious and the doctor said that I wouldn't be as lucky the next time and that I needed to stay way from any kind of stress. He sighed and said I'm sorry for putting you through this and I will never forgive myself if something ever happened to our child. He put his hand on my belly and kissed it and said daddy is sorry for hurting you and mommy and I'm forever grateful that nothing serious happened to the both of you. I want you to realize that because of something so little I ended up in the hospital you could have avoid this whole situation just by talking to me or just texting me back. As Joe sighed again he started to cry and say how sorry he is that he has so much to deal with between his father and galina and me being pregnant that he had not realized that he was taking it out on me and that he didn't mean to hurt me. I told him that I needed to get some rest and that we would finish talking about his tomorrow since I wouldn't be released until later that day he said he wanted to stay over night with me because he didn't want to leave me alone.
     I said it was fine for him to stay and that he should let trinity and Jon know that he was staying he said that they left when I ask them to wait outside. He got into the bed with me and wrapped his arms around me so I could fall asleep and than he said he would moved to the chair that was next to the bed and sleep there. He kissed my forehead as he told me he was sorry and said goodnight and pulled me close to him. I closed my eyes as I said goodnight Joe and out of habit I said I love you baby daddy. He held me tighter and said I love you more and went to sleep.