Make Me Yours!!

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Authors Pov-

No words could even begin to describe the situation between the three of them. No words were spoken after they left the living room. Tensions ran high and thick; so thick you could feel it swarm around the body worming its way into the body to warm the soul. Shay still kept her head down as she lay over Benji's shoulder. She laid there trying to process everything that was happening but her brain had stopped working a long time ago. Roman stood behind her head not saying a word but also not looking at Shay. He wondered if she knew wxactly what she was getting into. Since it had been awhile since both he and Benji had been with a woman, he knew that Benji was gonna have a hard time trying to keep his emotions in check. Roman knew that he would have to constantly remind Benji to slow down as well as keep Shay informed of what was gonna happen. He wasn't sure exactly how experienced she was when it came to men but he would literally have to run everything as a play by play. He guessed she wasn't to familiar with the male body and its reactions.

The way to the bedroom seemed long and continuous when it really only took maybe a minute and a half. The bedroom itself was blanketed in total darkness with the only semblance of light being the alarm clock on the dresser to the right of the bed. Roman and Benji look towards each other and with a nod of their heads they enter together hopefully for the last time with a new woman.

Shay POV-

I noticed that both Roman and Benji are sporting erections that could split cement in half. I can only hope that they are there because of me and not some other woman their picturing in their minds eye. I know that we've entered a bedroom but whose bedroom, I have no idea. It's totally dark and considering the only thing I can see so far is the carpet so I'll just ask them later. I can feel both Roman and Benji step into the room and notice what looks like the bottom of a bed before they placed me on top of the blanket.

Roman looks me square in the eyes with an inner passion burning deeply and asks me the one question I've been dreading.

"Sweetheart, is there anything you wanna tell us before we begin? Speak now because once this starts you won't be able to say anything. Any secrets you have, anything you're afraid of or don't want to do. Let us know and we'll obey every thing you tell us. Remember this isn't just for you but also for us. I have a feeling you're just learning what you're body needs and we plan to give it to you but you have to tell us. If something feels weird or it's not in the right place exactly then speak up. Just know that when we finish and you're able to walk properly then we didn't our job right. So what are thins we need to keep in mind?"

I have been dreading this day! How do I explain to them that not only have I never had sex but I also afraid to "pop" my cherry? Of course there are things that I have no problem doing like oral sex but actual sex, a penis in my vagina, I don't know. Call me a chicken but that scares the hell out of me. I've heard horror stories of girls who make their men stop because it's too painful.

"Sweetheart, you've gone quiet on us and you're biting yout lip again. what's going through that pretty little head of yours?" asks Benji.

I know i can't keep this a secret to myself anymore espically if i want to be with these two.

"Well see here's the thing. I-I-I've never had sex and I'm scared to actually do it. I don't mind oral sex but actual sex scares the mess outta me. I'm also afraid of not being able to please you two and letting you down. Or that one day you'll wake up and realize I'm not what you're looking for. Please just be honest with me and take it slow. I don't like pain or the idea of pain. I do like the thought of teasing and being teased as long as it doesn't last days. I refuse to have sex while on my period also. I've met a few men who would want that. Public teasing is fine but no sex where we could get caught. My ass is exit ONLY!!! I'm not budging on that at all. No hanging me from the ceiling or showing me off to your friends. Oh another thing i refuse to hurt you so don't ask me to cause bodily harm to either one of you. Oh no other women or asking to watch other people; that's just weird. No other men in the bedroom other than you two. Ummmm....... i think i've said it all but if i think of anything else i'll let you know. just being be honest, open, and respectful towards me and i will do the same for you and let you know how i'm doing at all times."

I think I've caught them both off guard with the words I was spewing. I hadn't meant to say all of that but once i started talking i couldn't shut my mouth. Hopefull they won't think I'm too demanding and stop being with me. I'm praying inwardly that this will work out.

" Your safe words are simple. We'll use the color system; green means you're great, yellow for slow down or walk me through it and red for stop right now. We will always ask you for color and we expect an honest answer. Later down the road if you're feeling up to it, we can discuss the limits you told use and maybe a way to experiment with them. Maybe we'll find that you like some of those things that you originally said no to. If not then no harm no foul. Sound good?"

I look up towards both of them totally surprised that they're ok with this. None of my demands seem to bother them. WOW!

"Yes, sounds good."

"Yes what princess?" asks Roman.

"Yes sirs."