Make Me Yours!!

Blur

Shay POV-

The movie passed in a blur. I have no idea what we watched, if it was funny or scary, none of it registered with me. I remember nothing after they said that they wanted me to never leave them. I sat stiffly staring at the t.v. monitor but never actually watching what played out. I was aware of Roman putting his hand on my lap right above my knee and that's where it stayed. Benji casually had his arm resting on the back of the sofa, his fingers playing with the strands of my hair. The blanket was positioned over my lap and a beer in my hand. Said beer is still full and room temperature. 

I don't know how to feel, say, or do. I'm in utter shock. We haven't been together for long even though I've been working for them for awhile now. How could they love me? They don't know anything about me other than what is written on my resume and other information that I told them. The  more I think about it the more my mind races away from me. I didn't even tell them that I had strong feelings for them.

"Sweetie, do you want to watch another movie? You can pick this time," asks Roman. 

Even though I hear him ask me a question, I can't answer it. My tongue feels like it weighs 50 pounds and my mouth is dry. I feel sweat starting to form on my hands and the beer can becomes slippery. My eyes process Benji coming around to hunch down in front of me. Slowly, I watch as his hands move towards my knee but I can't feel the actual pressure. My body is totally nonresponsive to touch. Nothing registers. 

Mentally, I shake my body out of its strange coma like trance but nothing works. I can't break free. My vision starts to move back and forth like I'm being shaken back and forth. Who's doing it, I have no clue. 

"Princess, what's going on? Talk to me I'm starting to worry over here. I can't see your face. Can you look at me?" Roman asks me.

My toes start to tingle. My baby toe begins to wiggle. The tingle sensation creeps up my legs like tiny ants crawling on me. The room is noiseless, the air is stale and smells like something but my brain can't process the smell. The tingly feeling is now up to my rib cage stopping right under my breast. Benji waves a hand in front of my eyes which are cast down towards the floor. I can finally feel something on m legs. They're moving the blanket off me so Benji can get closer. I catch a glimpse of the movie menu playing in the background behind Benji's head. However, it's not playing any music. I watch the scenes flash by and finally comprehend what movie we've just finished. Tingles erupt all over my arms and chest before sky rocketing to my face. My eyes lift up to Benji's face but my head turns to Roman. I catch a look of concern on Ben's face before noticing the same look on Roman's face.

"What did you say?" I ask them both. I can vaguely see Benji take a deep sigh of relief before his arms embrace me around my mid section. 

"Honey bun, you scared me. You scared us. You would respond. We had been trying to "wake you up" for a few minutes. Will you tell us what happened?" asked Roman.

"I don't know how to describe it. I couldn't move. I don't even remember watching the movie. My body feels so stiff and tense. I'm sorry for scaring you both but I honestly have no idea what happened." 

They both give each other a look but never a word. I look back and forth between the both of them. "Was somebody shaking me? I remember looking at the floor but then suddenly my vision started to move left to right."

"That was Roman trying to get you to focus . Didn't seem to help much. Can you tell us in detail what exactly happened?"

Thinking it over, I don't really know what happened except not being able to move my body and register anything. 

"I remember you pressing play and then I happened to look down and that's it. During the whole movie, I was looking at the floor so I don't even know what happened during the movie or what was said or if you two asked me anything. Next thing I know, you're asking if I want to watch another movie but I couldn't open my mouth or shake my head to answer. It was like I was frozen on the spot. I couldn't comprehend touch, smell, sight, just blank. Then my toes started to tingle and that spread up my body until I was able to answer you guys. That's it! Maybe I need to go to bed, today was very draining."

"Well let's get you well fed and draw a bath for you then you can lay down in bed. We'll keep this in mind in case something like this happens again and so we can learn your limits of what you can and can't take. What would you like to eat?" Benji asks.

"How about soup? Something light and easy on the tummy might be the best route. Do you have any?" I asked them.

Both of them rise to their feet and hold out a hand for me to grab on to. I haven't actually moved the rest of my body except my head. Hoping that I can move my limbs, I try to life up my arms. Neither of them move! Trying my legs, I try to scoot to the end of the sofa to stand but I still can't move my limbs. Raising my eyes to the guys, I plead for help. I have no idea what's happening to my body. Could it be what they said earlier? Or could it be something physical? Roman leans down and plucks me from the sofa. Now, again I'm no small woman but I'm also not huge but still..... DAMMMMMMM!!! 

"Roman will help you get ready for bed while I make some soup. Sound Good?" 

Nodding my head, I lay motionless in Roman's big muscular arms. 

I watch as we leave the room and Roman precedes to take me to my room while Benji breaks off and heads to the kitchen. Soon I hear pots banging around as he looks for the one that he wants. Roman on the other hand doesn't huff and puff as he carries me up the stairs and into the room I'm staying in. Gently, he places me on top of the covers and turns down the blanket for me. The room is still pitch black but the curtains are slightly ajar so there is a slice of moonlight shining in. How he knows exactly where the bed is, I have no idea. He places me in the sheets and asks if I need anything else. 

How do I ask this?? I'll have to be blunt and honest.

"Will you help me undress? I don't like sleeping in clothes, they make me uncomfortable. Actually, I don't like wearing clothes at all but since it's illegal to not wear clothes- well you get the picture. Sorry! This is embarrassing... I don't know why I said all that. If I had control of my limbs I could-"

I hear Roman chuckle and see him bend down to remove my shirt and pants. 

"Sweetheart, you don't have to worry. I also like to sleep naked and find clothes awful. No need to apologize for your likes."

At that same time, Benji walks into the room with my soup. I notice that there is ginger ale and some crackers to go with dinner. 

"Benji, help me undress the queen please?"

"Of course, let me set this down."

together the two of them undress me and feed me that soup that Benji prepared.

"Chicken noodle, how did you know it was my favorite?"

"There a lot of things about you that I know. I'm just waiting to know all the details so I can know everything about you. I'm sure Roman also wants to know all there is to know about the Beautiful Shay."

Once dinner is finished the guys ask me if I need anything else but I'm stuffed. I ask them to open the blinds for me so  I can watch the moon and clouds pass over the night sky. 

Once I'm all settled in bed and the guys are pleased, they leave me to myself. 

I remember my final thought before I drift off to sleep.

Could these two gorgeous men really feel deeply for me?