Make Me Yours!!

prove yourself part 2

Shay POV-

The water felt good to my weary bones and muscles. However I can't help but wonder what the boys are up to. Being alone is awful, I feel empty, hollow and this isn't a feeling that I like having. It's taking all my strength and willpower to not get up, move the dresser and unlock the door for the guys to come in. I wanna be wrapped in their arms, feel their smooth skin on mine, their lips caressing every inch of my body until my body screams and releases this tension I'm feeling. The water felt good when I first stepped in but now I can't bare to be in it any longer. So I quickly wash my body, rinse off the suds and step out of the water. Drying off my body, I decide to head to bed and slid under the covers.

I'm gonna have to get back at Ben and Rome for everything that happened today. I have to show them that they can't do whatever they feel like it when it comes to me. I'm not some toy to play with; I may be inexperienced but I will not be toyed with.

Laying back on the bed I begin to plan out my plan of attack....

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Benji POV-

As I sit in the hallway writing my letter, my emotions just spill onto the paper. I can't stop, everything that I've kept bottled up over the years overflow and I mean things that not even Rome knows. He knows about 80% of my life; we grew up together. So to me he is my brother whether we have the same blood flowing through our bodies or not. No matter how close we may be there are still things that I can't bring myself to tell him or things that I don't have the strength to bring up even though they may have happened over ten years ago.

Instantly I'm brought back to Maria and I shed a few tears for her but I can't allow myself to dwell on; the last time I did let's just say I'm blessed to be alive and to have Roman. This letter to Shay will literally blow her mind but it's something she needs to know. I've never been good at explaining myself or expressing my feelings, thoughts, memory unless it involves business and mergers and deals. I keep everything locked up tight and I've ever never let it out. This letter may be the only way that I tell her exactly how I feel towards her; to finally be able to open up.

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Roman POV-

I've done every machine that we own at least twice and I plan on doing them at least two more times before I head to the shower. I'm no longer mad at Benji, I'm mad at myself now. I should have sat down with him longer to fully plan out everything that we wanted to do. I feel like if everything was thoroughly detailed and planned out it wouldn't have turned out like this. We could have saved ourselves this heartbreak and pain. Sweat poured down my body to puddle at the ground. I could hear the drip, drip, drip echo through the room.

Grabbing my towel I head back to the treadmill and begin my run. I want to feel the burn as my legs give out under the pressure then get back up and keep going. I connect my phone to the Bluetooth speakers that surround the room. Up until this moment I had been enjoying the peace and quiet but I can no longer stand the silence. I'm not gonna pay attention to the music but having it as background noise will help relax me and keep me focused on my main goal.

I can picture Shay upstairs in her room crying her eyes out with frustration and disappointment. That's the last thing we want for her to feel. Benji and I need to get this under control before we wind up alone and shattered. She's not an ordinary girl, she deserves the world; everything. I wanna shower her in passionate love, kisses, any and everything she desires and dreams for. I want her to want for nothing. The world will lay at her feet. Name it and she will have it. I want to be able to read her; her mind, body and soul. I wanna know what she's going to ask before she even opens her mouth to ask it. Waking up in the mornings with her wrapped around Ben and I, fancy get-aways to Greece, Switzerland, Paris. TO just be in her presence is enough for me. I crave for those moments where she's yelling at me until she's blue in the face, or watching her eyes fill with nothing but love and adoration for the both of us. My all time dream that I want to become real, you may already have guessed it, but watching her walk down the isle in a stunning white dress, veil, a bundle of flowers at her waist and a prema-grin on her face. Honestly I don't care which one of us she marries, I just want to be able to call her ours. A nice big wedding set on the beach around sunset so when we both kiss the bride the sky is lit bright with vibrant blues, pinks and purples. Dance the night away and smush cake in her face. I wanna get to know all her insecurities, flaws, what makes her tick. Her pet peeves and her struggles. God there's an endless list of things I'm dying to know. Like why she was so wishy washy in the beginning of our "relationship". I knew she was scared, hell I had already planned for it. Any woman who had never been in a situation like this would be fearful. Did she trust us enough to keep her safe or was she letting her insecurities rule her life? Time can only tell what's going to happen but dam it I hate waiting; I'm not a patient person.

Looking down at the monitor, I realize that I've run three miles on the treadmill. I was expecting to tun more but I knew I literally wouldn't be able to. Tomorrow I would feel like hell, I would be too tired to even function in the second half of the meeting. Maybe I'll send Benji to go alone or maybe I'll just tough it out and go with him. Maybe we should leave Shay here by herself so she can continue to calm down. I can't even begin to imagine the meeting tomorrow if all three of us show up. Benji and I are gonna be sitting next to each other while Shay sits on the opposite side of the room with a fucking plate of armor surrounding her body so nobody can touch her. I chuckle o myself as I step off the treadmill and head to the bathroom for a glass of water. Dam I feel a little better but I'm not exactly 100%. I guess that wont happen until I have Shay gently wrapped in my arms knowing that she'll never leave us or pull away from us again.

Tomorrow is the day that we fix this shit.

TOMORROW BENJI AND I WILL PROVE OURSELVES TO THE LOVELY SHAY AND SHE WILL BE OURS!!!

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A/N

Yes I know that this is short and honestly I'm still struggling with this book. I know where I want it to go, I just don't know HOW to get there. So here's where you can come into play. Message me your ideas and suggestions about the book and I will use the one that I like the best, I may even use more than one. I do plan on writing a second book maybe a third but for right now I'm focused on this one.

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