Zerrie Baby

So sorry!

So Sorry!

Perrie's pov

The sun shining in my eyes wakes me up. It's too bright and too early for my liking. I lay in bed staring at the ceiling, thinking. I did talk to Zayn yesterday, and I told him that I was considering aborting this baby. I really don't want to though. Zayn was upset about my decision but told me that he understands that it's my career that I want to keep. I am so miserable about aborting my baby though. My ringtone starts playing and I lean over to answer it.

"Hello?" I say into the phone, trying not to sound tired.

"Good morning Perrie. It is Dianne." I hear a woman's voice come through the phone.

Dianne is the doctor that is aborting my baby today. It even makes me upset to hear her voice. She is the one who is going to be basically killing my baby today. She is quite young, she is about in her mid thirties and prefers people to call her by her first name instead of Dr whatever. She is pretty understanding, too, which is good.

"Oh yes." Is all I can manage to get out of my mouth.

"I was just calling to confirm your abortion today. Are you still up for it?" Dianne asks.

"Umm... Yes, I think so. Yes." I say, hesitant.

"Okay. I will get everything ready. See you later."

"Okay. Bye Dianne." I say before hanging up. I get a text from Jade.

From: Jade 😜
Hey Pez. Good luck today. We hope you are okay <3  we love you a lot xxx love Jade, Jesy and Leigh ❤️

To: Jade 😜
Thank you 💖 I love you all too and don't worry about me I will have Zayn there with me. I just really don't want to do this but I know it's the right thing to do. I love you all thank you xxxPez

I drag myself out of bed, shower, and get changed into a white 'MASSIV' top, black skinny jeans and slide on my white Doc Martens. I brush my hair back and straighten it before applying makeup, picking up my bag and walking out the door.

I call Zayn to let him know that I am on my way to the hospital and he tells me that he will meet me there. When I park the car, I sit in the car for a few minutes just to breathe. I run my hand over my stomach and immediately start crying.

This is so unfair and stupid. I shouldn't have to abort my baby just because fucking Joe says so. He's not even my real manager. My phone rings again and I groan. I'm sick of people calling me to see how I am. I know that sounds bad, but I'm sick of everyone feeling sorry for me. Everyone should know that I am fucking miserable and close to being depressed.

"Hello?" I say into the phone, sounding slightly irritated.

"Perrie!" Zoe's voice comes through my phone. She sounds a little bit panicked.
"Stop what you're doing and come straight to my office right now. Right now! I really need to talk to you!"

"I can't talk right now Zoe, I'm about to have my fucking abortion. I am sorry for swearing." I sigh.

"I know but I need to talk to you NOW! Please, just come by right now and please bring Zayn it's super important!"

"Okay, okay, whatever. I'll bring Zayn. See you soon." I say, getting out of my car. Zoe says bye and I hang up and I see Zayn standing outside the hospital, looking down at his phone and I start to walk towards him.

"Zayn!" I yell. He looks up and gives me a small smile.
"We have to go, now. Zoe says that she has to talk to us right now."

"But we have to-"

"No! Zoe needs to talk to us NOW! Let's go. I'll meet you at the Syco office building." I say as I start to walk towards my car. Zayn just nods and walks towards his car.

I drive to the Syco building, which only takes about five minutes. When I arrive I wait for Zayn and then we just walk into the building and straight into Zoe's office.

"Perrie! Zayn! Hi!" Zoe smiles, her long, brunette hair moving around her because of the fan inside her office.

"What do you want Zoe? I'm meant to be getting an abortion right now." I sigh, taking off my sunglasses.

"Exactly. You aren't getting an abortion, and you're not leaving Little Mix either. Stay in Little Mix and keep your baby." Zoe says, switching gazes between Zayn and I.

My head snaps up to look at her. Did she actually just say what I think she said?  "What?"

"Keep the baby. There is no harm and what Joe said to you was completely inappropriate. And for that, Joe has been fired. He has done that to many other celebrities and is a terrible person, and we don't need people like that in our company. So you can keep the baby."

I stare at Zoe in disbelief, and then I just burst out crying. I stand up to hug Zoe and I hold her for a while, as she laughs briefly at my reaction. When I let go of Zoe, Zayn hugs her and I sit down.

"Thank you so much Zoe. It means a lot to us." Zayn smiles.

"No worries! I wish you two the very best. You deserve a lot."

Zayn and I leave the building and as soon as we get outside I clap happily and hug Zayn.

"I have to text the girls." I smile, pulling out my phone.

To: Girlies 💅🏻💅🏼💅🏽💅🏾

Girlies! Guess what? Zoe says I can keep the baby! I am so excited & happy! Tell you more later! <3