Spilling My Guts

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Your P.O.V
My eyes flutter open and I notice I'm in my room. The last place I fell asleep was on the couch. Sean must have carried me to bed.
I smile to myself and jump out of bed. I grab my phone and check the time 7:00 dang I'm up a hour early... go me!
I skip to the door like a Goof ball but remember that Jack might still be sleeping.
I tip toe to his room and crack the door slightly open... no one's there.
He's probably just editing some videos.
I walk to the recording room and notice Jack glued to the computer.
I walk up to him and put my hand on his shoulder lightly, causing him to jump in a panic.
He pushes the chair back, jumps up,pushes his back to the wall , making his headphones fall off, and throws a hand over his heart in a frightened manner.
"...Haha!!" I start laughing at him.
"Hey! Shut up!" He exclaims as he crosses his arms but to no avale do I stop. He let's out a chuckle "st-op" he tries to say as he joins in my laughter.
"What the heck was that?" I ask with a smile on my face.
"You startled me" he blushes as he rubs the back of his neck.
"Okay well I'm gonna make breakfast, you want some?" I offer.
"Yeah sure I'll be down in a second." He says as he sits down on his chair.
I walk to the kitchen and start cooking some pancakes.

Jacks P.O.V
She shuts the door and I relax in my seat.
What the hell was that?!!?!?
I thought she was gonna kill me like in my dream... what's wrong with me.
I pick my headphones off the ground and head to the kitchen.
That dream ment nothing. I just met her and I was mad that she intertupted me so I had a nightmare that's all... yeah, thats all.

Your P.O.V
I hear footsteps as jack rounds the corner.
"Hey waz up?" I ask as I flip the pancake
"Ooo are those pancakes?" His eyes turn to lust as he watched the pancake batter sizzle. "Dang those are a lot of pancakes for two people" he tells me as he eyes the stack to the left of me.
"Oh yeah Gustavo and Talya are coming over you might want to get use to it because they are like my family." I inform him.
"Oh do you have any family?" He asked trying hard not to sound rude.
"Yeah Talya and Gustavo... they're kind of all I got..." I tell him as I flop a pancake onto the stack.
"I'm sorry.." he tells me as he looks away.
"It's alright I've come to terms with it."
"What happened to them" he asked.
"Well I was an only child at the time when I was 12, my mom found out she had cancer... so for the little time she had we spent it doing what ever made her happy..." I give a little smile "it was the best and worst time of my life because I hated seeing her in pain but everyday my family was together she was happy, I was happy... my dad was happy..." a tear fell down my face as I flopped another pancake onto the stack.
Jack opened his mouth to say it was okay to stop but I kept talking
"Eventually she passed... and my dad just lost it every night he was at a bar drinking until he walked home drunk..." I wipe a tear from My cheek in anger but they just kept streaming. "Once I turned eighteen i left the house and from there on I don't know or care what my low life dad is up to... sure he was great when my mom was alive but you just don't get how him coming home drunk everyday when I was 12 effected me-" I began to grow angry at tears splattered onto one of the pancakes and I threw it away I'm frustration as the memories came flooding back.
I hear the creak of the stool and I look up to find the noises but am ushered into a strong embrace.
It was Jack.
I didnt want a hug But I couldn't stop crying enough to push myself away so I stayed there my hands holding his shirt in fist on his chest.
After awhile I calmed down and backed up enough to look at jack.
"Um... I'm sorry I didn't mean t-" I tried to apologize for my tear stains on his white T-shirt but was rejected by sean.

"Don't. it's okay just know I'm here if you ever want to talk okay." He gave me a heart warming crooked smile.

"Thanks" I smile slightly looking into his pricing blue eyes.

thats when we hear the front door swing open to reveal Talya and Gustavo laughing and pausing  to stare at us.

"um should we leave?" Talya asked a little shock escaping.

I push away from Sean and straighten myself up. "Nope. I was just making pancakes." i walk over to the stove and lay out more plates determined to ignore the situation at hand.

eventuly they all give in and take a seat, Gustavo coughing in the awkward silence.

"so are we still up for the fair to night?" Gustavo asks trying hard the fix the weirdness.

"I'm still down." Talya says trough bites. 

"same. hey Sean do you wanna come with us." i ask.

"um i have some videos to edit... but i think i can make it." 

"great! we'll leave at 6 then."

later that day after jack has locked himself in his recording room trying to finish editing videos before you leave, you sit on the couch cracking jokes after apologizing for calling Talya  bitch last night, even tough you know she won't let it go until tomorrow. 

"k well lets go to my room, i have to change." i say and we make our way to my room. Gustavo takes his place looking through my art work on my bed. Talya sits next to him laying her head on his shoulder as she examines the pieces for herself.

i grab my outfit and make my way to the bathroom

"I like to faded skull with the snake coming out if it's mouth." I here Talya say and I laugh to myself knowing it's inspired by Harry Potter, something she dislikes.

I walk out straighting my shirt and fixing my necklace to lay properly.

I walk out straighting my shirt and fixing my necklace to lay properly

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"What do you think?" Talya and Gustavo look me up and down.
"Cute"
"Sexy" you can guess who said what.
I roll my eyes and I take my setkch book, hiding it In my drawer.

I turn to them and they stand. I wrap my arms around their elbows and we walk out to the living room laughing as they both kiss me on the cheek.

We are so weird.

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Hey! This chapter was a little slow but it will pick up in the next chapter. thank you so much for reading this and I'm so very sorry that it took FOREVER to get this to you. i have just made enough time in my life to continue writing this and hope that i will continue. I'm not very sure where this story is leading but i will figure it out,  if some parts don't make sense i might rewrite some old parts so bare with me. Thank you. anyways we'll talk in the next chapter bye ya lovely person! Ai-yoss.

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