In these kind of cases, I just decide to walk away. But, this is different. This is Camila. Other than Ally, the person who has the hold on my heart and I don't know why. Yes, I'm pretty much a jerk, but.. is she still the person who has the hold to my heart more than the girl I wanna marry?
Why is this happening? I mean, I love Ally very much.. but.. gosh, so many buts.. I really can't not think about the what ifs and buts.
"Tomorrow. Meet me up at the park and we could talk about what you wanted to say." The other line said.
"Tomorrow. Park. What time?" I ask casually.
"2pm in the afternoon." She added. "Can I go now? Please?" She asked and I just simply murmured yes.
I heard the phone call dropped. Why is she so eager to end the call? Why won't she talk to me any longer? Why am I going to see my ex-lover, when I have my own fiance?
Heart: Because you know you still love Camila.
Mind: You're marrying Ally, Lauren. You can't cheat on her because ever since Camila left you, she was there to save you.Who should I listen to? My heart thay screams for Camila's heart? Or my mind that says I should be wit Ally?
Can I just decide for myself? Like, leave my heart and my mind out of this? Because it's pretty confusing, and literally, my mind and my heart are having their conversation.
So, maybe I just need to wait for tomorrow so I could finally figure out what's my true feelings.
Heart: Nope.
Mind: Maybe.Ally's POV
My mind's racing thoughts again. I'm marrying Lauren Jauregui. I have to admit, I've been in love with her ever since she laid her eyes on me. Those green eyes. Those amazing features of her face. Who can't fall for that girl? She's amazing and a free-spirited person. And the one I love the most about her is that she's true to herself. She's open-minded and can be trusted. She's that person and I don't want to ruin what we have.
She's the best relationship I ever had, though I only dated Zac and Troy. (No pun inteded ;)) She complete me and I just can't escape the fact that I'm falling in love with this girl.
I really can't help falling for her.
I just took off my mind of the things and I decided to call Dad and Mom. My wedding's in a month and I need to call them.
This wedding preparation is really stressful and I need to pull my shits together.
I dialed my Dad's number, "Hi Papa." I said with a cheerful voice.
"Hi hija. What brings you to call us?" He said with the same excitement.
"Well, since my wedding's up for a month, and I'm excited to see you guys again." I replied, chuckling and rubbing the back of my neck.
"I'm glad. Is Lauren treating you better, hija?" He asked. "Is she hurting my little princess?" He added and I just laughed at that cute thought.
"No Papa. She's not hurting me. Pretty much, I'm happy. I'm happy she's my girlfriend and my fiance." I replied. Daydreaming again. What's with me and daydreaming every time I talk about Lauren?
"Good. She's better, baby, and I'm okay with her. I trust her with all my heart. I'm giving this phone now to your mother, okay? I love you mi corazon." He said and I'm so so lucky to have parent's like them.
I heard the ruffling sound knowing my Dad gave the phone to my Mom. "Hi baby, how's the planning of the wedding?" She asked.
"Well, tomorrow's the day Lauren and I will check out our wedding dresses." I said. "Would you come with me and Lauren?" I invited her. And though I can't see her, I know she's excited than me and Lauren.
"Of course, honey. What time is it again?" I checked on my scheduled and it's around... 2pm?
"It's 2pm, Mom. Can you be here by 1:30?" I asked.
"Of course, darling. Anything for my baby girl." She cooed. Dammit. Mom.
"Okay, Mom. Please. Stop." I said, trying not to chuckle at her adorableness.
"Okay darling. So, I guess, I'll see you tomorrow then?" She said and I said yes. We hung up and decided to go and talk to Lauren about it.
I walked towards her office and I saw her working hard than ever. God, even in working she makes it look cute and hot at the same time. Her sweat running down on her face. Her fist balled up. And damn those eyes.. don't get started with those fucking eyes. I finally snapped out of my thoughts and knocked.
"Hey, babe? Can I talk to you for a minute?" I said, entering her office. She smiled and nodded, motioning me to come and sit on hee lap. "I don't think that's appopriate, honey, I mean you got your workers here and they might enter for a min-" She caught me off with a kiss and she guided mo to hee lap. "Okay, I guess I can live with that." I said dreamily.
"So, babe, what do you wanna talk about?" She asked, staring deeply into my eyes. God that beautiful orbs. It will seriously kill me.
"Well, it's about the wedding and we're going to fit on some wedding dresses tomorrow. Is that fine?" I said and then asked.
"Okay. What time? I can't do 2pm, though. I have to catch some errands to some of my friends." She said and disppoinent washed over me. And I know she felt it too. "No, babe. I can't do 2pm tomorrow."
"Why not Laur?" I asked, so upset that I think I raised my voice a little.
"I have to catch some errands and this is seriously improtant to me, Ally." She said, hugging me tightly. I felt myself frown again, and these 'friends' might be important to someone.
"Okay." I looked down. Hoping she'll change her mind. I mean, every little girl's dream is to walk down the aisle in her father's arm, and reaching at the end, taking the hands of the love of her life, and settleling down together.
"We can do it now, if you want?" She suggested. I mean, I can't leave work. I need the money.
"But Laur, we need to work. We need the money to buy our own house when we get married." I refused.
"Who said we need to work when I'm the owner of this fine company?" She smirked. Well, she had a great point.
"I don't want you to think that I'm a gold digger, babe. Please." I pleaded now.
"I don't think of you in that way. You're amazing. And c'mon, we're gonna look for dresses and after that, we could look for a house, and choose whatever you want, okay baby?" She said and my heart was about to explode. I smiled and jumped the hell on to her and kissed her aggressively, yet passionately.
She's the best. She'll always be the best.
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