I was just overthinking on what happened yesterday. I was debating if I should call Camila and talk about what happened because she left me confused.
I dialed her phone number.
"Heeeey, Mila here, can't talk right now, but if you want to, leave a message and I'll make sure to get back at you! Peace out, babies!"
Shit. I knew it. She wouldn't talk to me. Nor even text me. She's pissed. I know her more than everyone else, I know that she's ignoring me and I can't stand that.
But...
I know I'm in love with Ally. I used to love Camila and that's the end of it. I know that, don't I?
I decided to just go to her place and talk to her there, but after 3 minutes, I received a call from her.
"Hi Lauren, I saw your misscall, so, what do you need?" Camila faked cheer.
"Hey, Camz, I uhm, can we talk here? About what happened yesterday?" I pleaded.
"What? What are you talking about? What happened yesterday?" She innocently asked, like nothing happened.
"Don't play dumb, Camz, you know what happened." I slightly yelled.
"No, I don't." Her voice feels like she's telling the truth, but I know what happened. She cried in front of me. I know, she knows what happened.
"C'mon Camila, you admitted your feelings to me." I cut to chase.
"What? Ohh, the feelings." I sighed she remembered, "The feelings for Dinah, yeah, I told you about that." She said and I was shock.
"What?! No! Your feelings for me!" I yelled this time.
"Oh, Silly Lauren, I have to go now, My girlfriend wants me to rock her world now, byeeeee LoLo!" Camila shouted and hung up, leaving me so, so confused this time.
"What the fuck just happened?" I whispered.
"Dinah. And. Camila?!" When I can't control my temper, I threw tantrums all over the house and finally, black.
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I heard sirens. I heard people. I heard Ally's cried. I heard Camila screaming, 'SAVE HER!'. Everything from then was now blurry and I finally woke up, in a blue hospital dress, with a lot of people around me.
I groaned in pain, "Ugh. W-What happened?" I asked as I slowly sit up.
I saw Ally crying, and it broke my heart. I asked them to lead Ally into my bedside and sit with me. "Ally, why are you crying, baby?" I asked, concerned.
"Because... Because I thought I'll loose you.." She broke into hard sobs.
"Shhh, baby, shh, I'm here now, right? I'm alive, and I will love you, okay, baby?" I said and from the corner of my eye, I saw Camila flinched. Like, she was jealous but I still don't now. She has a girlfriend and I won't try to destroy her relationship. I'll stay away at her as far as possible, I meant, loving her.
Because I might hurt my two best friends. They are my best friends. Just Best Friends.
I saw Camila goes out the room and followed by Dinah. I don't want to get jealous but I think I already am. Even to my own Best Friend.
I suppose to love Ally. She's my girlfriend and I just can't leave her hanging because I still have these feelings for Camila.
C'mon Lauren. She's in love with Dinah, and they're together. Get over with and focus on the most important girl in your life.
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You Are The One
FanficLauren adored Camila Cabello for the past 5 years, yet she never admit it, even to her own feelings. She and Camila threw a birthday party an when it was over, a last girl standing caught her eye and it changes everything. After years of not talkin...