Out of the Blue

I give up

It started well not until it started to dwell
I was so happy back then
But why did it change all of a sudden?
The only thing I can remember is locking my self in my room
Trying to make a different bloom
All pain I've experienced is nothing compared to what you gave
Its been killing me, like a sinful slave
A world of full of heartaches is where I live,
Accusations and judgements is what you will receive
Can't escape, can't run from it
Not fighting back,even a bit
So afraid that it will make the situation worse
That will burden you, like you're a living curse
Hot drops of water flowing from your eyes,
So tired living with lies
But still standing
Waiting for a sign
To not fall to the trap of life
Even deep inside you shouting that Im tired!
Wating to raise the flag saying I give up,
But in some matter you can't just pop
Coz' there still a lot of things waiting for you,
You just have to past all the obstacles pulling you