Differences

chapter 19

Chapter 19

I drive into the parking lot of a small, but popular, diner named Shakes and More. I walk in the Diner scanning around the diner for an available table. Lucky for me, I find one in the far corner.

I sit in the corner and scan through the menu quickly. Looking at the delectable foods I could choose from. I wait for the waiter to appear before me. I stare around the Diner taking in everyone's appearance.

Everyone look very sophisticated and tidy. No tattoos, no piercings, no hair dying, nothing at all. All of these people looked arrogant as hell. I stared out the window and glared at the prissy girls unloading out of their cars. They all had on skirts and fancy blouses with cardigans. They all had perfectly curled hair going clockwise. I couldn't stand girls who thought they were just the highest of all girls.

"Hi may I take your order- Aubrey?" The waiter says. I looked up from my gaze and I see a blond haired blue eyed by staring at me with his apron on. His eyes were full and sincere.

Fuck

I begin to gather my stuff trying to avoid tears from falling down my cheeks. I stood up from the chair that was nicely tucked in under the table. I could feel my cheeks getting pasty and my skin getting hot. I wanted to run and hide. I didn't want to love him. He made me hate someone that I loved for so long. I ruined my somewhat relationship with my mother. She only looked at me with shameful eyes.

"Wait, Aubrey". Niall cried after me.

"What is to wait for, if you would've waited to make a move on me you wouldn't be in this situation? ". I stared coldly and emotionless at him. I ran out of the restaurant not turning back or showing any emotion. Painful memories flood into my head, I feel like a damn fool. Too much is going on as of now sending pain up my neck bone to my brain.

I was unexpectedly grabbed at the door, twirled to stare at Niall's bittersweet eyes. He looked frustrated, embarrassed, and angry.

"Can we just talk over it, give me 5 minutes". His eyes were teary and unforgiving. He looked terrorizing, He was frustrated at the fact I was mad at him.

"Fuck off Niall if you think you can just come apologize; you don't know anything about me". I gritted my teeth. I turned on the heel of my shoe and hurried out of the store. I'm over Niall, Brandon, Everyone.

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I sit on the couch in the extravagant complex. I watched Vampire diaries. My head ached of pain. Niall keep creeping into my head, even though he messed up badly, it was slightly my fault also.

The look Niall wore tonight scared me very much. He looked like a little kid whose favorite toy just broke into a million pieces. He looked broken, untamable, furious, and mournful. When he asked me to stay, I saw a little hope in his eyes, that we were still maybe a thing.

I watched the TV for a little longer before a presence zoomed across the room. I looked away from the TV trying to find the presence that was no longer in the room. What the hell. I ignore it and continue to watch the tv until I see it again. I felt like a crazy women, I was utterly startled. I decided I must've been very tired so I walked into Zayn's room, to my surprise he was sitting upright on his bed.

"Hello". Zayn said. I was thrown off by his appearance; His beautiful golden eyes were now pitching black. They were also ten times bigger than before. I slowly backed up into a wall. His beautiful eyes were now devious and devilish.

"Where are you going beautiful thing?" He questions before grabbing me and pulling me close.

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The next morning I woke up next to a peaceful Zayn sleeping quietly. His chest rises and falls with every breath token. I can't smile at Zayn's body and presence. I decided to be party pooper by waking Zayn up. I push him off the side of the bed. When he makes contact with the floor, His eyes flicker open, a groan falls from his lips and he stares at me. I laugh hysterically as he holds his arm.

"Sorry babe". I giggle at him.

He sticks his middle finger up at me and then falls asleep rapidly on the floor. His jade eyes are now covered by the layer of skin.

Great

I get off of the bed; deciding to let Zayn sleep. Don't know why he's so tired it's almost 10am. I walk from the room and meet Louis in the kitchen. His green eyes light up and his lips greet me with a smile. I grin at him and he frowns at me.

"You spent the night with Zayn; you haven't spent an hour with me". He frowns

"I'm sorry ok well spend today together ok". I smile at him to comfort him.

Today was July 30th. Still no letters sent back from colleges. I hope I get one back from Prairie View. Ever since I was a kid it was my dream to travel there and experience the diversity and culture of African Americans. They've always been my favorite race to learn/study. They have such a harsh background and they come out stronger than ever.

I decided I should call my mother to see if any return letters came back. It's been over a month since I have spoke, nor have I seen my mother. It was selfish of me to just ignore my mother a stupid argument. I dialed her number on my cellphone. I pray she answers her phone.

"Hello" She says so proper I almost don't recognize her.

"Hi mum"

I know this was short but I will update daily for now on I promise on that. I have been so busy with projects and homework but thank you for your patience J