The Reasons To My Disappearance

Chapter Two: Number 9

Then:

Number 9:

My Favorite Number Is 9.
It Reminds You Like A Bruise All Your Life You Been Abused.
It Reminds You Like A Scrape 9 Years You Laid There And Got Raped.
How You Had No Escape.
All The Hits You Take.
All The Bruises He Made.
How Much You Were In Pain.
Now Your Brain Going Insane.
Because All These Life Experiences Remain In Your Brain.
~Kameron H. Williams Aka Killa Kam🌹
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Chapter Two : Number 9
Then......
Everyone Is Dancing And Laughing Music Booming Heads Nodding My Type Of Party. The Twerk Bash Everybody Wanted To Go To It Was Mostly Filled With White A Few Black People Hear In There. After Hours Of Dancing Drinking With Friends. I Decided To Explore The House. I Began To Walk Up The Stairs Using The Rail For Support. As I Reach To The Top. I Start Making My Way Through The Dark Hallway As I Began To Turn Around I Felt A Pair Of Hands Attaching To My Mouth.
"Aahh-mmm" I Tried To Scream Out But The Noised Was Muffled And Shut Out By The Blasting Music. I Was So Close To Being Down The Stairs Why Was This Happening Now. I Was So Absorbed In My Thought I Didn't Realize I Was Being Dragged Into The Back Room. Nothing Was Visible Everything Camouflaging With The Darkness. The Man Had On All Black Like He Was Prepared. He Blended In With The Darkness The Only Thing That Stood Out What Was His Light Brown Eyes, Tan Skin And Stained Yellow Teeth Which Was Shown Because He's Been Smiling.
"Stay Put And Don't Move " He Said Leading Me To The Bed Mentally I Ran Through That Door Screaming For Help. Physically I Just Sat Their Knowing He Would Catch Me And Prolly Kill Me. I Learned To Listen Then To Act Quickly. He Walked Over To The Door And Locked It Making It More Difficult To Escape. He Came Back And Sat Next To Me.
"Your Very Sexy What Your Man Go Say When He Finds Out Your In A Room With Me Looking All Sexy Huh Beautiful?" He Says Rubbing His Hands On My Legs.
That One Settle Movement Made My Heart Pick Up, And Beat Out Of Control
I Tried To Scream But No One Can Hear Me.
"Shut The Fuck Up!!!!" His Voiced Raised Up At Me.
I Was Frozen Full With Fear.
I Was Scared And Alone. "Plea..see.. Le.t. Me Go" I Manage To Say While Stuttering Over My Words. The Only Reply I Got Was An Evil Snicker. The Reflection In His Brown Eyes Scared Me But What Frightened Me The Worse Was How This Was Going To Turn Out. I Dont Have No Purse No Jewelry On So He Couldn't Have Possibly Want Any Of That. But His Hand Hasn't Broken Contact With My Leg Yet. Since We Had Sat Down. The Hand That Was Covering My Mouth Is Now Forcefully Tugging At My Long Sleeve Tight Fitted Dress. That's When Reality Hit Me I Started Screaming , Kicking , Punching And Scratching At Him I Rather Die Then To Go Through This Again The Nightmares , Cold Sweats At Night Paronid Its Like He Was About To Open A Wound That Wasn't Fully Healed Yet.
"Stop It " He Yelled Getting Frustrated With Me He Began To Forcefully Tug At My Dress I Began To Kik Him And That's When The Heel Of My Pumps Connected With His Torso Leaving Him Groaning In Pain. I Try To Get Up Quickly Running Towards The Door.....Unlocking It As I Open The Door He Pushed The Door Closing It And Locking It. He Began To Drag Me By My Faux Locs Bringing Me To The Ground. He Then Got On Top And Begin To Punch Me Repeatedly In The Face Leaving Me Screaming Out In Pain" Stop Stop Stop" He Kept Going His Hands Connecting With My Face It Hurt So Bad. Praying To God He'll Stop But He Keeps Going. I Stop Fighting There Was Nothing. Nobody To Fight For I Layed There Taking In The Hits. My Father Who Is Dead. Sister Dead. Bestfriend Dead. Thalia Dead. Emani Dead. Its My Turn To Go If This Was God Plan Then I Must Not Interupt Slowly My Patients With God Is Going Away Slowly I Don't Even Know If I Believe In A God As The Days Goes By. The Man Was Now Hovering My Body. He Rips My Underware Off I Wanted To Fight But Why Fight If This Is What God Wants If He Ain't Save Me For Them 9 Years . He Won't Now. He Begins To Unbuckle His Pants And Take His Friend Out I Couldn't Do Nothing But Hide My Face . I Wanted To Die. I Can Feel Him At My Entrance I Could Only Shake My Head No While Keeping My Hands Over My Face. He Pushed Himself In Little By Little. The Pain Was So Intense I Couldn't Do Nothing But Scream. But That Ain't Make It Better Because He Pushed All Of His Friend In Me I Swear I Couldn't Breath. I Could Only Scream And Cry At The Pain. I'm Screaming Hoping Someone Can Hear Me. My Eyes Started To Flood With Tears As The Man Continues To Thrust In Me. He Kept Going Groaning Occasionally For Pleasure This Went On For So Long After Some Time He Came All Over My Dress. I Was Crying I Was Broken I Can Feel My World Coming To The End. He Pulled Up His Pants Picked Me Up Forcefully Kissed My Lips "Thank Ya Baby Girl" He Said Pulling Away Then Pushing Me Against The Wall My Head Hit The Wall So Hard. Everything Got Fuzzy Even The Darkness I Hit The Tile With A Hard Thump After That Even The Darkness Faded Into Darkness.
**4:53 a.m **
"The Cold Tiles That Scream For Her To Get Up. Not To Take This No More. The Worn Tile Is Cracked And Through Its Cracks It Whispers A Song So She Lays There Unsure Broken, Hurt Used Confused But Unsure She Gets Up She's In So Much Pain Wincing Her Vagina Area Burning Crying In Pain Her Legs Weak But Forces Them. Face Is Full Of Stained Tears, Cries ,Hurt , Lost Emotion. She Gets Up Getting Herself Together Finding Her Way Around Walking Wincing In Pain Trying To Leave Unnoticed As She Finds Her Way To The Door And Unlocks It Goes Through The Door Holding The Rail For Support Walking Through The Stairs. Making It Into The Living Room Looking For Her Purse . Finding Her Purse 45 Mins Later She Reaches For Her Keys And Starts Walking Through The Door Finding The Car Getting In And Drives Home Barely Focus On The Road Tears Flood Her Eyes Feet Barely On The Gas Its Crying Out She Makes It To Her House Struggle To Get Out The Car Struggle To Walk To The House Keys Fumbling Hands Shaking Trying To Unlock The Door She Walks In The Door She Locks It And Limps To Her Room Falling To The Floor Laying There Left To Cry"