The Reasons To My Disappearance

Now: Missing Bestfriend

Now:

Its 9:12 P.m I'm To Frightened For Sleep End Up With Haunting Night Mares If Only My Bestfriend Was Here Only If She Could Rock And Sing Me To Sleep. She Would Been Here If I Had Showed Her Love Showed Her I Care Thats Why I'm Suffering Right Now I Took Her Love Her Careness For Granted So She Left Me Here. She Promised We Would Be Here For Each Other That We Would Never Take Our Life But Will Get Through It Together But That Was Bullshit I Love My Bestfriend And I Miss The Times We Smoke Together We Was Suppose To Go Active Together But Now I'm Alone And Feeling Broken Only Wish She Was Here So I Stay Up Reminding Myself Of Our Good Times While Blast Too Many Years Singing "I Swear I Done Shed Too Many Tears For Niggas That I Can't Get Back. I Got Niggas In The Graveyard Niggas In The Cellyard I Swear Not A Day Goes By ......That I Don't Think About The Times That I Wish I Could Rewind" Singing Writing To Y'all I Swear Only Person Who Hmu Today Was My Tb & K But There On Call Block So I Ain't Answer I'm Not Ready To Talk Not Rn I Was Hoping To See A Call For Someone Else But I Guess She Wasn't Worried She Ain't Care Like She Said She Did But When I Unsilence Myself I'm Cutting Off No Doubt . I'm Tired Of Being Used Hurt I Need To Shield My Heart That's Why I Needed Space From Everyone I'm Not Happy I'm Too Busy Getting My Feelings Hurt , Getting Lied To And Getting Played I Can't Take It No More . From Two Days Silence I Never Thought It Would Be So Easy To Express Your Feelings On Paper . I Learned To Not Hold Back So When I Unsilence Imma Tell You How You Made Me Feel.. How I Feel About You . I'm Tired Of Holding Back So Imma Just Speak My Mind. If I Feel Some Type Of Way Imma Tell You I'm Tired Of Holding Back Hurting My Heart Hurting My Feelings Just To Keep You Near I'm Done. Done With People. With Relationships/ Friendships Etc If It I'm Not Feeling It I'm Leaving It On God.