Devil's Daughter : book 1

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I wake up earlier than usual. It's maybe 5 am. I didn't need but maybe 3 hours of sleep a day. I scoot out of Sam's grip and tip toe to my room making sure not to wake Dean. I turning my lights and go to my closet and quickly throw on a half zip jacket, and a pair of black leggings with a pair of white converse. Not caring that much about my appearance at the moment I throw my hair into a messy bun and don't apply any makeup. I walk out into the main room to be greeted by cas. He frowns.

"We need to talk." He says. I nod and sit across from him. "I understand your feelings for lucifer are positive, and I understand you were very close to him when you were a demon. I get that, but my main concern is the fact that even light side your still communicating with him." He says puzzled. He has a point. After everything he's done to Sam, everything he's done to the world how can I possible like him.

"Your right Cas. Your absolutely right." I admit. He shakes his head in a proud way. "I'm not sure why I do what I do sometimes. Especially when it revolves around my past life. I do have a strong connection to lucifer, and I do like him. I know I shouldn't...." I trail off not feeling okay enough to finish it.

"I understand but you have to cut him off you know that." He asks with a brow raised.

"Yes I understand Cas. Thank you." I purse my lips knowing I can't talk to my Bestfriend is actually killing me inside. Sam won't understand and Dean sure as hell won't, and Cas had already spoken. This hurts. This hurts so much. Tears start rolling down my cheeks cas notices and gives me a weird look. No one will understand. I get up wiping my tears away and flying straight down to hell. Sorry Cas. I arrive and quickly go to the cage avoiding any looks of question. I get there and Luci is sitting there confused at my being there.

"Rose? Why are you here this early?" He asks.

"Luci I'm sorry I'm so sorry." I breakdown into tears. Luci reaches through the cage and pulls me up to my feet.

"Hey. Hey. What's wrong, what happened?" He coos. He's such a sweatheart.

"Cas, he said it wasn't right for me to see you anymore. Because I'm light side. Luci..." I say crying more. Heartbreak.

He frowns. "Rosie. It's okay. He's right. You shouldn't anymore. Look at me." He says as I tilt my head towards his. "You are no demon anymore honey. You can't be making trips to hell anymore it's too dangerous. I love you, but please don't visit anymore okay. For your own good. Now go." Tears won't stop running down my face. The salty and warm liquid splashes the ground leaving sizzles at this cage.

"Luci no." I cry. He holds my hand.

"Go." He says simply. For a second I thought I could see it... Tears forming in his eyes.

"Goodbye." I state and just like that I'm off. I land back in the main room. I look at my clock and notice it's only 10 am. The boys are up. I look up and notice them staring at me.

"Tell them" cas commands. The boys looking worried at me.

I had no choice at this point. Everything was crashing down. "I...i....... I've been making trips to hell." It comes out finally. They look at me shocked with a tinge of anger. "I know..... Trust me I know Cas gave me the talk. But the worst part is I was seeing my friend, my Bestfriend and I knew you guys wouldn't understand. I don't even understand but he's changed so much." I say crying again. The boys stand up bracing themselves.

"Who?" Deans asks.

"Lucifer." I mutter. Their expressions change from worried to angry.

"Lucifer! Are you insane! He hasn't changed he's Satan!" Dean yells.

"But he has changed.... I know he has." I frown.

"How do you know! Wait that means you go to the cage?" Sam says.

"Yes I go to the cage. Adams there. Well his vessel. Adams..... Gone. He's not in hell he's in Heaven." I make sure to tell them. "Guys... I know Luci has changed because everyday for 5 years I've been giving him shots. Shots of pure blood. He's changed so much, he just needs to be cured. He's changed." I whisper. Their faces go from angry to understanding, and so does cas' for a change.

"Why didn't you tell us that?" Sam asks walking up to me and embracing me in a heartfelt, piece my heart back together the best you can kind of hug.

Tears start harder again. "Because he was my Bestfriend during Brooklyn times. He's such a changed guy now. He's so bright, and kind." I mutter into his chest. Sam rolls circles into my back calming me. I pull back and Sam still wraps his arm around me. "I thought you guys wouldn't understand so I was scared. Scared to tell you." I looking Dean in the eyes. He nods. "I broke it off with him today though. So you don't have to worry about it anymore." I say. They nod glad I made that decision. Sam let's go of me, and Dean gives me a hug in return. I love them so much. I I'll back, not before he plants a kiss on top of my head. I look at Cas desperate for approval. He nods at me in his silent but proud way. "Thank you." I whisper. He walks up to me giving me a hug. His hugs felt different than anyone else's. Cas' felt powerful, and happy, Sam's feel loving, passionate, and concerning, and safe, Dean's feel strong, secure, and full of his silent love. I love love each of their hugs.