the perfect neighbor(a malak Watson fan fanatic)

Why did I hurt you so bad..

Ryder Pov

Christian came to my house at 8:00pm. " So are you ready?" Christian said. "Ready for what" I asked. "It's a surprise you'll like it" Christian said smiling.

As we were driving I rolled down the window to let the humid summer air hit my face. I hadn't felt that since I lost my baby because I was constantly in my room. " here we are, close your eyes" Christian said. " oh my goodness " I said as I closed my eyes. I managed to walk around the car but the way the ground felt made it hard for me to walk properly. Christian grabbed my hand and walked with me. " Ok Ryder open your eyes" Christian said. I opened my eyes to notice a candlelight dinner on the beach. It was something I was not used too. " Christian I can't believe you did this". I said with happiness in voice. Christian was a gentleman he pulled out my chair. " So tell me more about yourself" Christian said. " Ok well my full name is ryder aria Cruz. I moved from Florida it was pretty fun though. I have a sister who is staying here for a few months because of college break.  And my dad divorced my mom when I was 3, so that's my story" I said taking a bite of the sweet strawberry. "So Christian tell me more about you". 

Christian pov

" Ok well I have been friends with your boyfriend since the 3rd grade. In school I set up this popular boy image but really I love to read and I love to write poetry. When I write I feel free". Like no one can stop me from doing me. I have a little brother but he doesn't live with me though. My mom died of cancer 4 year ago and my dad abandoned me before my brother was born. I live with my aunt she's amazing that house we were at when you threw up that was her house. But that's my story and I'm not dine done writing it". Christian said. 

Ryder Pov 

" Christian I'm so sorry for your loss and I can promise that it'll get better. I'm sure your dad still loves you deep in his heart. Don't worry he'll come around". I said comforting him after finding out about his life. I didn't know what was happening but I was falling Christians sensitive side. He was perfect and amazing and cute. I had to get up and walk away because it was just too much to handle. I walked closer to the water and gazed out into the humid summer air. I quickly turned around when I felt someone touch my arm. It was Christian. " The moon looks so pretty at this time of night" I said. " Yea it does" Christian said. I looked into his eyes which were glistening. " Ryder I love you" Christian said. " Christian I can't d--". Christian kissed me. His lips were so soft. I couldn't back away because I liked him as well. " Christian take me home now " I said as I walked to his car then closed the door. I started thinking about what I just did to Malak. But he could never know what I did to his best friend. Christian got into the car. " Christian Malak can never know what happened tonight ok?" I said sounding serious. " Yea I got it " Christian said back. " Look ryder I just don't want to hurt you but I meant what I said I love you " Christian said looking me dead in the eyes. " Christian I love you too ok but I don't know" I said back. " Ok well you need to think about it " Christian said deeply. Then we drove off....