It had been 2 months since Blaine moved to my school.
I can officially say he is my best friend,he has been nicer to me than anyone has ever been and he always picks me up when I'm falling,but there's a secret. A secret I can't tell Blaine because I can't ruin our friendship,I can't destroy the best thing that's ever happened to me,so I'll keep it to myself,for now.
Although Blaine has made me a lot happier and my life a little better,I'm still depressed,I still cut,I still cry when nobody sees me.i still hate everything about myself
I still hat everything
Everything apart from Blaine
//in Blaine's Bedroom//
Blaine had asked Kurt to come over and help him with Maths homework,since maths was Blaine low point when it came to learning.
Everything was fine until Blaine noticed Kurt still had his jacket on. He'd only been there for about 5 minutes by Blaine asked anyway
"Kurt why don't you take your jacket off? It's quite warm in here"
Blaine said
Kurt froze,he couldn't he only had a short sleeved top on underneath,Blaine would see,he would see everything,would he hate him? Would he think he's discusting? What would happen?!
"Uh,I'll be okay,I'm cold right now"
Kurt said quietly
"Let's get to work on maths"
He finished
"If your sure"
Blaine said
"I'm sure"
Kurt smiled
About 20 minutes later,kurt really started to sweat,he decided to take his jacked off and just keep his arms folded
"It's about time kurt"
Blaine laughed as kurt took his jacket off
"What?"
Kurt said,confused
"You must have been sweating with that jacket on,and wow I don't thinking ever seen you with short sleeves"
Blaine finished
"I. . . Uh . . . Never really show my arms when I'm with people"
Kurt said
"And what's that?"
Blaine asked
"It doesn't matter,let's just finish this maths"
Kurt said
"Okay"
//next day at school//
As Blaine walked into school,he saw kurt,they usually walk together but today,kurt decided he wanted to go alone,Blaine had no idea why but for now,he just left Kurt alone until he heard David shout
"Look guys,Lady Hummel got a faggy haircut"
Kurt got a slight trim but it was barley noticeable
Blaine thought that was all David was gonna do so he went straight to his locker,kurts was just 10 lockers away and Kurt was looking at his schedule for today,when David came up to him and shoved him into his locker
"What's up faggot"he said with another push
"Wanna do us all a favour and stop being so god damn gay,it makes me feel sick"
David said
"FOR GODSAKE DAVID,WHY CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM,YOUR SO PATHETIC!!" Kurt yelled
With that David grabbed kurts thin sweater and ripped the sleaves,that's when David saw,that's when Blaine saw,that's when everyone saw,the battle scars up Kurt's arms,nobody said a word,the bell rang and everybody went to class,the only people left in the halls were Kurt and Blaine.
"Kurt" Blaine said,sounding completely broken
"Kurt why didn't you tell me,I could help you,why didn't you tell me"
Blaine said,hugging his best friend
"I'm. . . I'm so sorry Blaine,I'm sorry"
Kurt said,both boys now crying
"Okay,c'mon,we're going to your house,you need a break,and so do I.
"Kurt,I'm your best friend,why didn't you tell me?" Blaine asked
"I don't know,I was scared that you would think I'm discusting,scared that you would leave,scared that you would never want to talk to me again"
Kurt replied
"Kurt,as I said,your my best friend,I would never,ever think of you in a bad way,I would never leave you,not ever" Blaine said
"I'm so sorry"
Kurt said,tears starting to form in his eyes,Blaine didn't say anything,he jut have kurt a hug and hoped things would get better
"So" Blaine said "are you gonna tell me why you do this to yourself?" Blaine asked
"I don't know Blaine,I'm scared" kurt said
"Kurt Hummel,you have nothing to be afraid of,nothing can stop us from being best friends but I need to know what's wrong,so I can help you get better,I care about you kurt,I really do" Blaine said
"Okay,well it all started before I met you,I was fine until I came to High School,then David came along,he started making fun of my outfits and the way I talked,after a few months it started to get worse,he would shove me into lockers and beat me up after school,he would call me horrible names and tell me I was a fag who should just slit their wrists,he said it so much it started to sink in,so I did,and now every time he says something like that,I end up either crying into a pillow or,well cutting,it's why I always wear long sleeves,I always cover myself up,I really hate myself Blaine and I'm not gonna lie,your the only thing that's keeping me alive,your like a hero blaine warbler,I don't know if I'd still be alive I I hadn't met you"
Kurt said,both boys now crying
"Kurt,kurt no matter what it takes,I'm going to make sure you get better! I don't care what it takes,your going to get better okay!?" Blaine said "I love you kurt!"
"You wh. . .what?"
Kurt asked
"I love you kurt Hummel"
"I love you too Blaine Anderson"
With that,both boys went to Kurt's room and talked until Blaine ha to go home
Wow this chapter is almost 1000 words,I hope you enjoyed it,don't forget to vote!! ❤️🌈
