Insane

Whisper

I didn't eat. I didn't sleep. I didn't do anything. I was still morning over Anthony's death. I want him back. My other friends were worried and so we're
the nurses. All I did was sit and stare out into the world outside. I heard a knock and I decided to do something.
"Come in" I said softly
"Hey how you been" said Eli
Me and Eli are good friends. He's the one who will help me in times like this. He came over and sat next to me.
"I've been better" I sighed
"Well can you come with me" asked Eli
"Why" I asked
"Just come with me" he said
"Fine" I said
We got up and left my room. We went down the stairs to the mess hall. We sat down at a table with all our friends. Adam, Eli, John, Cory and me. We all talked about what happened and I was brought to tears. They stopped and looked at me. Cory wiped my tears away. I then heard the voice again. It was deeper and raspy. It kept saying die over and over again. I held my head.
"SHUT UP" I yelled
"Carly what's wrong" asked John
"Theirs a voice in my head. It keeps saying Go To Sleep and die over and over again" I said
"Maybe you just need to eat" said Cory
"And some sleep" said Eli
I got some food and ate it. It felt nice to get everything off my chest. Before I went to sleep I took a walk in the court yard to get some fresh air. Their were a few other people out but I hadn't met them but I knew who they were. I just ignored them and kept walking. After what seemed like an hour I started to walk back to my room. When I got their I was so tired and just plopped down onto my bed. I pulled my covers on top of me and fell to sleep.
-Time Skip-
I woke up. It was about 2:00 AM. I was about to go to sleep again until I heard a scream ring though the empty hall. It was only three rooms down. I went to sleep. I woke up at seven and went three rooms down. I then opened the door. Blood was covering the floor. I covered my mouth and was about to fall to the floor. Cory's blood covered body laid their. The same words were written on the wall. I started to cry as I stared at his body. I started to cry even harder.
"HELP, SOMEBODY HELP" I cried
The nurse dropped her tray when she heard my call. She too looked in horror at the site. I lost another dear friend. I went back to my room in tears. I sat down at my small table and wrote to my family. As I wrote I was about to brake down and cry. My hart was syncing. I finished and went to mail it. I hated my life now. I felt numb to any emotions I felt. I was about done with all of this. I want to end it all. But I could never bring myself to do it. So I just sat and did nothing. I sat and stared out my window like yesterday. I heard a knock and I did nothing. I wasn't in the mood to talk. I just want to be alone forever.