Dear...whomever...

If I died.

If I died....
Wouldn't you be happier dad?
One less bill for child support.
One less medical bill.
One less problem.
One less reason for you to worry about money.
One less mistake.
One less screw up.
One less pawn.

If I died...
Wouldn't your life be better nyomie?
One less annoying monster for a sister.
One less person to fear.
One less person to hate.
One less person to waste your potential on.

If I died...
Wouldn't your life be easier mom?
One less person to worry about?
One less mouth to feed.
One less room to clean.
One less migraine.
One less tear...
One less me....

If I died....
Would you cry...?
Alyssa.
Elena.
Alejandra.
Lia.
Marissa.
Angie.
Delila.
Xitlalli.
Sepehr.
Zoey.
Mom.
Nyomie.
Dad.
Anyone....

Nyomie....
You yourself said no one would go to my funeral....
Because no one cares....

I...
*sobs*
I.....guess I can see why everyone hates me so much now....

Because I hate myself too..