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WARNING, I AM IN A SHITTY MOOD. IF YOUR NAME IS ALYSSA, DO NOT FUCKING READ.

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Great.
I locked myself in my stupid fucking room.
I cried into my stupid fucking pillow.
All because of that stupid fucking fight.
I blame my stupid fucking emotions.
I hate my stupid fucking self.
I was sitting outside in the stupid fucking rain.
I got soaked- my stupid fucking self.
Why do I always want to be alone in my stupid fucking room?
I hate these stupid fucking walls.
They trap me in here with all my stupid fucking demons.
And guess what? My stupid fucking self wants to hate you all.
But my stupid fucking emotions won't let me.
Why do these stupid fucking thoughts exist.
Why did those stupid fucking people do that to me.
Why can't my stupid fucking mom stop making fun of me?
Why do I have to be a stupid fucking fatass.
Why did he have to call me stutters.....
That stupid fucking bitch.
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I wasn't always this way you know......
It all happened with my stupid fucking uncle.
And his stupid fucking mind.
And look where I am now.
With a stupid fucking stutter, all by my stupid fucking self.

*tears up again*
Stupid fucking people......
Stupid fucking life....

~Crybaby.

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