"So, tell me whats up" Cameron said, caressing my hand with his thumb as we sat on his bed, crossed legged.
I sigh and look down, slightly shrugging.
"I just-" I say before cutting myself off, not really knowing what to say.
Honestly I didn't have an exact reason for why I was bothered and slightly upset.
"I don't know okay. I'm just...confused? Look I just don't understand why he exploded like that, I mean I get he would be upset about whats happened, but I didn't expect him to be THAT angry at me. It's just all my fault really" I say fumbling with my hands.
"Hey don't say that" He says grabbing my hands that were fidgeting around.
"I don't get why both of you are taking this as a bad thing that happened, I mean i'm not saying it was a good thing but good things did come out of it. You guys are focusing on the negatives instead of the positives" He said tilting my head up so our eyes met.
"Lana, yes, he ended up in hospital, but only injured. If he didn't do what he did, you could've-" He began to say but went quiet.
"You know.." He finished and I replied with a nod.
I mean he wasn't lying. It's true, if Jack didn't push me out of the way I could've died. I wish Jack could see it in that way now. I need to talk to him.
"You're right. I need to talk to him" I say standing up.
"Do you want me to come with?" He says also standing up.
"No. I need it to be just me and him, but thank you" I say walking over to him and hugging him.
We let go and he holds my waist.
"Call me if you need anything okay?" He says looking down at me.
"Of course"
"I love you Lana"
"I love you too" I say before pecking him on the lips and letting go before leaving his house.
