Blue Skies , sommer seasons

chapter 4

Sommers pov ;

when I heard aids my heart dropped how could this happen to her , my best friend . she broke down and I couldnt do nothing but the same for her! . After A whole Hour Of CRYING The doctor Gave Maica a Prescription For Medicine that is suppose to help her when she feels sick etc . I was just so sad for her and I was hurt . . .what if this was me ? How Is she going to explain this to her parents ? Huhhh :'(

"Dont Tell anyone okay ? , not even Blue" She said

" I promise I wont " I said Hugging her .   .

Whenn we were done she dropped me off at blues house and I just felt so bad . she didnt talk the whole way . .

I Used the spair key he has under the mat infront of the door and walked in . . he was about to hop on my ass until he seen my expression .

" Whats wrong baby girl ?" He said walking up to me . .

I just began to cry and couldnt stop . .

"Its Jamaica " I said . . tasting my salty tears .

" Whats wrong with her? "

" She has aids. . . " I Regretted it right after I said it .

"Please dont tell anyone " I immediately said . . I felt so stupid I promised I wouldnt say anything .

I knew I could trust blue though . . he's not one of those messy ass niggas who runs his mouth too much and im pretty happy about that .

Im in love with Blue But I dont Know What To say .

"Blue ?" I said At the table At dinner .

"Waddup baby ?" He said Drinking his soda .

" I Need To tell You something ." I said Playing w. my fork .

"Wassup?" He said after taking a sip of his soda and sitting it down .

I Hesitated But then just went right In . .

"I Love you , I Cant Help it , Hell Im In love with you . . &' I wanna be in a relationship " I Said Hoping He Felt the same . .

he got up from the table and walked out , my feelings were beyond hurt . . he doesnt love me back . . I Fell to the floor and started to cry . .

Blue pov ;

Man I know what yall thinkin Imma dick But it aint like that I love her with all my heart but she dont know what I do for a living and im not ready to tell her . We Should just be friends until I stop acting like a lil bitch and tell her .

I went outside and smoked I needed to get my mind off of her .

When I Came Back In she was GONE ! . I Ran Upstairs to LOOK And see if her shit was still here and it wasnt .

man I fucked up and its finna eat me up inside.  I rolled up another blunt and smoked it . .

Mannn , I Need to Just worry about me and not no bitch nor anybody else I thought while smoking . . . .