Yesterday we told everyone about the baby. I was kinda nervous about telling Mama Michele. I just don't want her to not like me. I mean sure I party a lot, sometimes smoke weed, and drink a lot. Then there's the thought of my not living up to her expectations. And Austin too.
Austin kinda noticed I was down and called me out on it after we left his moms. He kinda forced it out to me.
"Babe I want you to tell me what's on your mind you seem upset" he said.
"I don't know" I said.
"Come on you can tell me" he said grabbing my hands.
"I just... I just don't feel that I can live up to you or your mothers expectations. Well up to anyone's expectations for that matter. I don't think I'd be a good mom. I feel that maybe with the way my parents parented me I would be a horrible mother. And I'm just really scared" I said shaking lightly.
"Baby please you'll be an amazing mother. And you don't need to worry about living up to anyone's expectations. Your perfect already" he said rubbing is thumb in circles on my hands.
"I hope so" I said.
"You will and I'll be there with you through it all" he said kissing me.
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To cheer me up Austin took me to Babies R' Us. We picked out some unisex baby clothes. They were so cute.
Austin pushed me around in the basket. We went down multiple isles and picked out cute little baby clothes.
I love spending time with my boyfriend. And now I love it even more knowing that we'll have a future together.
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أدب الهواة"I'm not a relationship type person" "Baby girl I want to change that" A/N- pre written and I will update everyday. Also most likely writing a sequel.
