Lost In Hope (a peddie story)

A New Start

Author's Note; Hey GUYSSSS!!!! Well this is actually my first fanfic and my first peddie story so I'm really excited. Sorry if there are any errors with my writing since I do make some careless mistakes. And btw this fanfic is based on a Nickelodeon tv show called House of Anubis (2011-2013)

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Patricia's POV

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I suddenly woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. I checked the time and it was 7:30am. I stretched and looked over at my roommates, Mara and Joy,  who were still happen to be asleep. I got my phone and decided to go on Snapchat. I laughed at Alfie's snap which was him secretly taking a video of Jerome singing, "Cheap Thrills" by Sia while brushing his teeth. I then when on Instagram to find Amanda spamming selfies of her and Eddie together. If you are wondering who is this Amanda girl, well she's a new student here. Ever since I found out that they were together I was kinda jealous but now I'm kinda over it. It had been 2 months since Eddie broke up with me, which I still have no clue why he did, and 1 month since 'Ameddie' have been together. I honestly don't really care who Eddie dates, I came to realize that I can't love one boy for the rest of my life. 

I decided to get out of bed and head to the bathroom. I peaked into Amanda, Kt and Willow's room to find that they were still sleeping. I'm surprised that I was the first one to wake up so far considering I'm not really a morning person. 

I brushed my teeth and took a quick shower then got dressed. I wore a white crop top with high waisted jeans. I left my hair out and had soft curls in my hair. My makeup was really light and simple but looked nice. I wore light brown boots and to finish off my outfit I wore a few rings and braclets. 

I went downstairs and found that none of the boys were awake so I just went in the kitchen to get a small snack and headed back upstairs. I went on my laptop and listened to a few songs. Unfortunately most of the hit songs are all love songs or breakup songs. I didn't really want to listen to sick puppies since it reminded me of Eddie too much. We both love that band and I remember the time we went to there concert and then we- PATRICIA STOP! Stop thinking about the good times we had!! He's with Amanda and he broke up with you. I really want to be happy for Eddie and Amanda but part of me wants him back.

"Hey Patricia, your up early." Joy said as she got up from her bed. 

"Yea I thought most of you would be awake but clearly people are still sleeping." 

"Well we don't have class today. You probably the first people I know to sleep in till 3pm. " She laughed

"Very funny," I laughed.

"So I was thinking me, you and Mara could go out and get something to eat for lunch." Joy asked.

"Fine by me but not that restaurant we went to last week where mostly all the food tasted like trash." I said.

She laughed, "I thought it was fancy."

We both were laughing until Mara woke up. We asked her if she was able to come and she said yes.

"But anything than the restaurant we went last week," she said.

"See I told you," I said to Joy which she just laughed. 

Eddie's POV

I woke up and checked the time. 10am. Wow too early. I looked over and saw Fabian was still sleeping. I start to wonder what yacker was doing right now. Probably sleeping, duh. I really wish I could see her. The way she sleeps is just so innocent. I know I used 'innocent' to describe yacker. Yes, the one and only Patricia Williamson. 

I looked at my phone to find about a hundred messages from Amanda at 2 in the morning. She kept texting me if I was awake and what I was doing. She is a good friend but she is sure a bit crazy when we're dating. Your probably wondering why I would date Amanda and not Patricia. Well I know I was the one to break up with Patricia but she was the one that said she was planning on breaking up with me. Well she didn't directly tell me but I heard her saying that to Joy in their room. Don't ask why I was eavesdropping. I heard her saying she needed to break the boy I truly cared's heart. Aka me. I knew from that moment she was about to break up with me and my heart and soul was crushed. I cried that night so much. Why did I even do to make her break up with me. So I decided to just break up with her because if she tells me in person I'm going to loose it and my anger will be in control. So I did it, I broke up with her, she was in shock but not that upset. I was surprised that she was shocked but not that she was upset since she clearly wanted to break up with me.

I still care about Patricia and I just used Amanda to try and make Patricia jealous. I knew she was but she didn't show it. I then just used Amanda as a distraction to make me forget about Patricia but it was no use, I still and will forever love her. I wanted to break up with Amanda but she was madly in love with me. I didn't want to break her heart so I just left it. To Amanda our relationship to real but to me it just seems fake.

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Well that's it for the first chapter, hope you enjoyed :)