Lost In Hope (a peddie story)

This Isn't the End of the story, Its Just the Beginning

Patricia's POV

As I stepped out those hospital doors, I felt a cold, moist breeze run all over me. It was weird being outside knowing how I can only remember being in a hospital room. I glanced at the surroundings around me. Land full of trees and a lake nearby, it was nice to be someplace other than the hospital. Me and my parents got in a cab and headed straight to the airport. It was a long drive, maybe an hour, but it felt as if I was sitting in my seat for days. I was getting a bit tired and I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep.....

"Patricia? Patricia, wake up." I felt a gentle touch on my shoulder. It was my dad.

"Yea, I'm awake," I said as I was rubbing my eyes.

"Come on, were going to be late for our flight." My dad said.

I got out of the cab and helped my mom unload our luggages. We got through security quite fast and in no time we boarded the flight. I sat on the window side, my mom next to me, then my dad. I stared at window trying to remember anything, just anything from my past. Sadly, I couldn't. The only thing I could remember was from the time I woke up in the hospital to now. I don't know why but I feel like a huge loss inside of me, like I'm forgetting someone. It just doesn't feel right. I know my mom wanted a fresh start but I kinda want to continue living my old lifestyle.It was strange for my parents to be in such a rush to move and start a new lifestyle. Part of me feels like something is up, or something is missing. I guess I never will know. I'm completely, lost in hope.

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I could feel the plane taking off. My mom put her hand on top of mine and I smiled at her. I guess its a new Patricia starting from now. I started imagining a new life in America but I cannot lie about the face that part of me really craves to know what I truly was like. I wanted to know the old Patricia, the real Patricia. 

"What you thinking about?" My mom asked which woke me up from my thoughts.

"Oh nothing really, I was just wondering how my life used to be."

"I thought we went over this."

"I know I know, its just feels like something is missing. I don't seem like a boring girl who was homeschooled and her only friends are her family." I said as I roll my eyes. When I first heard about how my life was before the accident, I was extremely disappointed. I thought I had a lot of friends, was a rebel, did crazy, life-threatening stuff, not just be some goody-too-shoes. 

"Sorry this wasn't what you expected but hey look on the bright side, you can change all that when you go to America." She assured me and part of me actually

End Of Chapter 12