My teacher Luke skywalker

Chapter 9:clarrisas pov

I wake up in the morning with a smile for the first time in weeks  because of Luke and then I remember something. He destroyed my glass now what am I supposed to do? I bang my head on the wall and get a big purple bruise  on my forehead. It's painful but I deserve it. I dress in my usual clothes and of course I look like a greasy whale.I walk downstairs and see him cooking in the kitchen. "Morning my baby"he says seeing me and smiling. I giggle and kiss him on the nose,cheeks and forehead. He smiles and smirks and does the same thing but I stop him from kissing my forehead. "Why not?" He asks all pouty. I feel so bad but I'm doing a good thing for him. I ignore him and sit on the table next to him. The breakfast is pancakes shaped in a c for me and a l for him. Don't fatass wanna make him disgusted by you? The tiny voice in my head says. "Sweetheart I'm really not hungry" I say as gently as possible. "But you don't eat anything at all yesterday and I can't let that happen again please try it" he says his voice filled with sadness and concern. I can't disappoint the man I love so sigh and say ok. I eat a tiny piece and say "ok I'm done honey" "we're not training until you eat the pancake please honey" Luke says,begging. I eat the pancake it's actually pretty good and I smile. "Good girl" he says,smiling and kisses me on the lips. I tell him I votes actually use the bathroom this time,go upstairs and make myself throw the pancake up. I can't be any fatter. I rinse my mouth and go downstairs. "Ready" I say,smiling at him. He smiles,grabs my hand and we walk outside.