The Next Day || Joshler

One

"I have a pretty big friend group honestly, like I'm not popular but all of us were shoved away or not accepted in society. We are pretty much all we have. We do everything together, we are happy together. No one understands us which is kinda awesome in a way. We are Unique.Not weird, not a lost cause, not retarded. We are U N I Q U E. Unique, a word that makes me happy. We all have been hurt, left, abandoned, abused, we are some pair of clothing that people use over and over again, they dont really care about us. And when they wash us, they hurt us. Then they come back when they need us the most. And we are not strong enough to shove them away. Oh yea, did i ever introduce myself? Haha, my name is Tyler Joseph, and this is my new podcast. Ill try to post to it every few days, i hope you enjoy!"

I press the pause button, take a drink of my water, take a deep breathe, then hit the button again.

"Many people at my school will be listening to this so im going to keep the shit talking to the minimum haha. But let me introduce my friends. Halsey, or ashley as many of u know her as, the fun bubbly girl we all know and love her as, she is kinda the most popular in our group, she actually talks to people outside the group haha. Melanie, you crybaby, i love you, your hair and style is amazing, many people dont think so but they are missing out, and dont listen to people about your gap, it makes u UNIQUE. Brendon, fucking big ass forehead, just kidding haha brendon we are like brothers, i love u so much, i wish i could sing like u bro. And Joshua, i love u so much dude, your drum skills are amazing, your tattoos ,hair,and gauges are so brave!, well i think thats it, thats a good starting point. I love you all!!!! Goodnight my clique"

I sigh in relief as i hit stop, as its uploading i get up and plop down on my bed. I grab my phone and see that the groupchat has 4 new messages.

Mel: Well im SORRy ok???

Josh: Yea what ever 

Halsey: josh quit being a dick

Mel: we just weren't comfortable with telling u.

i read with confusion

Me: woah woah woah whats going on here???

Josh: halsey and mel have been dating behind our backs

Me: and?? it was kinda.. 

i delete my message

Me:  wow

Mel: Wow??? tyler what the fuck

me: i dont really know what to say tbh

me: ANYWAYS did any of u finish the science homework

Mel: I dont understand it for shit lmaoo

Josh:Me 2 lmao

me: lol ok. Im going to call it a night.

Josh: its 8 pm? its really early

Me: im just tired ok.

Josh: kk

Mel: night

Halsey: Baiii

I shut my phone off and slide into bed. Ugh im not ready for tomorrow, more drama, more fighting, but they are all i have. 

*2 hours later*

I wake up from a text message. I pick up and i see that it is josh. Ugh what does he want. Its 10 pm. 

Josh: hey tyler quit jerking off and get over here

Me: its the middle of the night what do u want??

Josh: for you to be here

Tyler:ugh give me 10 mins to sneak out and get there

Josh: yess ty

I sigh, what the fuck does he want at 10 pm. I get up and throw on my hoodie and some jeans. I prop up some pillows under my blanket to seem like im sleeping and open my window. I jump down and start heading to josh's house. Its only down the block. 

I throw a tiny pebble at his window to alert him that im here, i see him peak his head out the window and i smile. I climb up the tree and stumble into his room. His room reeks or alcohol and weed. Josh is drunk, and high

"helllllll-oo tylerr" he says swaying trying to keep his balance biting his lip. 

"woah josh are u ok? u look pretty si-"

Josh's lips press against mine. I want to shove him away, but i cant pull myself to. He slowly traces down my back with his hand and makes it into my pants. I jerk back

"woah woah josh stop this isnt right your not thinking clearly."

he looks pissed

"why the fuckkkk would u dooo that like *hiccup* im just so horny and u are hotttttt as fuckk"

"Josh im going  back home, go to bed"

As im crawling down the tree all i hear is screaming and yelling. 

As i get to my house i notice the house lights are on. Fuck.