Sweet Sins

I won't promise

*Heathers P.O.V.*

When I was left alone to think while Sans went out of his way to bring me a meal, I thought about my time here. I thought about how everyone treated me compared to up on the surface. I thought about what they said and how they made me feel. And I thought about how everyone's kindness is 'real' and not a dream.

"Down here I could start over."  I thought "These folk are not like the ones up there. They are kind. They wont hurt me right?.....but....Why? Why are they not hurting me?"

They just want to bring you up just to make you fall. Just like they said up there 'everyone you meet will just treat you the same anywhere else.' Why bother? Might as well give them what they want. You want to disappear don't you? Look at what you've been though? What makes down here any different?

The voice in my head appeared again and it made my thoughts drift to unwanted memories of the past, but, a smile slowly formed on my face as I answered it back "Because they are not them. None of them are like him. Down here, I can dream and hope, I can be 'myself'. " I waited for the voice to come back but....It never came. 

When I told Sans everything that's been on my mind, it was like the world was lifted off my shoulders. It was the first time anyone was willing to listen to what I had to say, to actually care about it. It was also the first time I felt like I belonged.

I was happy.

He then tells me that Papyrus wants Undyne to "talk" to me. I'd be lying if I wasn't a little bit scared, the lady did try to kill me but somehow I was able to protect myself. I am not sure how but I created some short of shield. After that I am not really sure what happened to me. I don't really remember, I do remember a lot of pain throughout my body and passing out. And then there is that dream I had....I don't really want to remember it. It was just a dream after all. A very bad dream.

After a while of sitting with Sans on his Bed in silence, he had finished the Fries and put the leftover container in the baggy he had brought with him. Despite not knowing much about Sans I feel safe and welcomed around him, and now that I am more aware of the existence of magic I could feel his. Just sitting here next to him I could feel it, I am not sure how or why but I could. It felt warm yet cold at the same time. It was a strange feeling but it was enough to make me smile when he was around. I couldn't help but stare at him as I felt his magic swirl around me, I am sure he doesn't even know he's doing it...or do all monsters have there own distinct feeling of magic around them?

Sans catches me staring at him and turns to look at me "What? Do I got something on my face?" I blink as a small blush forms and shake my head "N-no I was just zoning out." He shrugs and gives me a smirk "Sure pal." I sigh in defeat "So...Undyne is waiting for me huh?" Sans nods "Ya she is. You know you don't have to go see her now right?" I nod slowly "I know that, I just feel like I should. She seems like a very impatient person." Sans laughs "Your very observant to figure that one out already." I smile " 'Whale' I don't want her to wait forever. She might try to 'krill' me again for all I know. I don't want us to be 'anemones'." I brought my hands to my face to hide my chuckles as I watch Sans think about what I just said. His eyes light up at the realization that I made fish puns and starts laughing hard as he hold his stomach (if he had one hahahaha) and I join him in the laughter. Eventually the laughter dies down and Sans wipes was seems to be blue tears from his eye-sockets "Wow, It took me a minute to realize you made a joke." I shrug "They were pretty bad, but they are not as bad as yours." Sans raises an eyebone at me "My jokes bad? No they are humerus." I giggle "No tibia honest they suck a skele-TON." As soon as it left my mouth Papyrus busts through the bedroom door looking very angry with us. Sans and I look at each other and start laughing, Papyrus on the other hand was not laughing "SANS HUMAN! I DEMAND THAT YOU STOP WITH YOUR DISGRACEFUL PUNS!!! NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES!!!" Papyrus stops his foot on the ground witch just causes the both of us to laugh harder "NYEEEEEEEHHHHHHH!!!!!" Papyrus screams as he leaves the bedroom and doesn't bother shutting the door.