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2: The End Of All Things

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Ryan's POV; *3 months later*

School so far has been amazing, and really easy. Well.. It hasn't all been easy.

Brendon and I have been having a lot of trouble with our long distance, and it's really stressing us both out. I've been thinking this through...

This is way too difficult for me and Brendon...and being honest, I think it would be best just to end our relationship. And I plan on telling him now, and I'm nervous as hell. I pulled out my phone, and my hand was shaking. Am I really about to let go of the puzzle piece that completes me..? I called Brendon, and after a few rings, he picked up.

"Hey, Ryan." He said. I sighed.

"Hey...listen, we need to talk." I said, on the verge of tears already.

"Okay..." He said, nervously. I took a deep breath.

"Brendon...look I really love you, I really do. But, this long distance just isn't working out well, and I know it's stressing both of us out. So...I think it's best if we, just break up..." I said, a tear rolling down my face. Brendon was silent.

Uh-Oh...

"W-What...?" He stuttered, his voice cracking.

"B-Break up..." I choked out. I heard Brendon start to cry himself. My heart instantly broke.

"Brendon, I'm really-" I was cut off by him.

"This is about your stupid 'college work' shit!! Isn't it?!" He screamed. My eyes widened.

"Brendon no, it's not like that. I just think there is a lot of stress being built up on us and-" I was cut off once again.

"All you care about is that stupid, fucking school! It's all that matters to you!!" He screamed. My jaw dropped, and I felt my blood start to boil out of nowhere.

"I said it wasn't! Sometimes I don't even want to be at this school! What is your problem?!" I screamed back at him.

"You're being my problem! I haven't seen you, and I've been missing you, and then we are over like that?!" He yelled. I grew even more enraged.

"When did you become such an asshole?!" I yelled. He was silent for a minute. Oh no...

"You know what?! Go ahead! Break up with me! See if I care at all! I don't need you! I never did! Fuck You, Ryan Ross! I hate you! Never talk to me, text me, call me, or even come near me again! Have a good fucking life!" He screamed at me angrily. My heart exploded... I was about to say something, but he hung up in an instant.

I threw my phone onto my bed in my dorm room. I slid down the wall, and cried my eyes out. I can't believe what just happened...

I just lost the love of my life...

Brendon's POV;

My heart has been stomped on... I just lost him.. The one man who I loved more than anything. Ryan.

But I guess it didn't really help screaming at him. He was just stressed, and I fucking blew it... Nice job, Brendon. I had tears rushing down my face rapidly, and I'm hurt...

I threw my phone on the floor, luckily not breaking it, and stormed out of my bedroom. I sprinted down the stairs in tears, passing my Mom and Dad on the way down.

"Honey? What's the matter??" My Mom asked, worried.

"Are you okay?" My Dad asked, just as worried. But I didn't answer. Instead, I just ran right out the front door.

I sprinted down my driveway, and then the road, in the pouring rain. Before I knew it, I had sprinted all the way to Pete's house. I have tears rushing down my face, and I'm soaking wet from head to toe. I have nowhere else to turn, and I can't call anybody since my phone is at home. I weakly walked up the path to his door, still crying. I walked up to the porch, and tried to recollect myself, but it wasn't working well, because I felt I couldn't stop crying. The door opened, revealing Pete's Mom. Once she saw me, she looked really worried.

"Brendon? Honey, are you alright?" She asked, concerned. I choked in between sobs.

"C-Can I see P-Pete please..?" I choked out. She gave me a sad look.

"Oh honey, come in. You're soaked and shivering!" She said, taking my hand and letting me in. I sniffed, as she shut the door behind me.

"Pete? Come down here." She called up the stairs. She put a hand on my back.

"Do you need anything, sweetheart?" She asked, kindly. I just shook my head. I heard footsteps down the stairs, and Pete appeared.

"Mom? What is- Brendon?" He asked, walking towards me. I wiped my eyes.

"Pete, take Brendon upstairs. Talk to him." His Mom whispered. He nodded, and guided me upstairs to his room. Once he shut his door, I burst into tears. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I already knew it was Pete. Pete and I have been best friends since we were 5, so he knows when something is up. I looked up with tears in my eyes, and Pete was giving me a worried look.

"Brendon, what's the matter?" He asked, sadly. I tried not to choke on my tears.

"Ryan and I b-broke up..." I choked out. His eyes widened, and he looked even more sad.

"Oh, Brendon..." He said sadly. He quickly pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back tightly, and sobbed hard into his shoulder.

"How did it happen..?" He asked, rubbing my back. I sniffed.

"H-He said that our long distance relationship was too difficult, and he was right, but I blew up at him... And now he probably hates me.." I cried. He hugged me tighter.

"Don't worry, Brendon. I'm sure he doesn't hate you. He could never hate you." He assured me. I'm not sure, but I guarantee Ryan hates me now. I said I'd never talk to him again, and told him never to talk to me...

I'm such a bad person...

"Hey Pete, what's-" It was Patrick, but he stopped once he saw me. He must have come over to hang out or something. He dropped his bag.

"Oh my god, Brendon are you alright?" He asked, concerned. I just cried harder into Pete's shoulder.

"Patrick, him and Ryan broke up." Pete mumbled. Patrick gave me a sympathetic look.

"Brendon...I'm so sorry." Patrick said, starting to rub my back. I sniffed.

This isn't going to be easy...
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Welp. I'm dead. Hope u enjoyed! Thanks!💙 I'll update soon!

-Bella💛