Chapter 3- The Visit

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Chapter 3- The Visit

Just look at the big black gates. I'm ready I know I can do this I think. After 10 minutes I mentally persuade myself to go in. I shouldn't even be here. It shouldn't be like this.

Walking in I see all the graves of the people that have lost their lives. Some of them are only under a year old. It's upsetting they didn't even start off their lives and it got taken off them so quick. Life sucks doesn't it? How is it even fair that before they even understand what life is it gets taken from them? It's not fair. None of this is. Death just comes between the happiness of everyone.

Snapping out of my thoughts, I make  my way to the graves of my loved ones. The sun is gleaming on the flowers and the birds are singing beautiful songs. Ironic isn't it? Couple of weeks ago I loved waking up to the sound of birds singing but now it just does my head in. I make my way between both graves and I sit down with both gravestones either side of me. I kiss both headstones. I place red roses on moms grave and yellow sunflowers on Belle's. I take a few moments to clear my head... I'm actually here. "Hello mom, hi Bee. It's been a while hasn't it?" I frown to myelf as I realise just how long I have been putting this off for, "Anyways how have you guys been? Especially you Bee you better not be annoying the big guy. How is everything down there? Mum don't go all crazy with the cleaning it's time for you to chill," Without even realising I am crying I wipe the tears streaming down my face. I think about how unfair life has been for me. I have witnessed my mother being hung and then my sister being skinned. I feel bile rise to my throat as I remember the sight of her body. On the day of her funeral we couldn't lift the coffin box.

I suddenly remember about the item in my hand, "Oh! And Bee this is from Jasmine," I put the flower girl basket on the grave along side the big brown teddy, "She really wanted you to be a flower girl with her at her aunt Rylee's wedding. She's gutted you aren't going to be there with her. She wanted you there. We all do... who else is going to make us laugh? You were the light the lit up the room.. She misses you loads. Everyone does and don't worry I haven't touched any of your dolls or your clothes. But hey, your up there now with all the dolls you can ever dream of."

I turned and looked at moms grave. "And mom guess what?! I have actually cleaned the house. Like proper. Well.... Lilly helped a bit," I look up and see the sun set, "I really don't want to leave you guys. I miss you lots, my life is incomplete without my two favourite girls in my life. My Life is empty."

I look at their graves once more before I walk away. As I leave the cemetry, I feel like I can breathe all of a sudden. Being in there makes me feel so sufforcated and like I am being crushed the longer I stay in there. Turning away, I head towards my car.

I pull up into my drive way and I already feel sullen. The house just looks cold. I unbuckle my seat belt and head into my house. Once inside I throw my keys onto the table near the door. Silence is all I can hear and it freaks me out. I like to be around noice and chatter... Well I used to be. The only people I can really stand now is Lily, my girlfriend, and Malik, my best friend. These two have been so supportive of me these last few weeks its ridiculous. Sure, everyone has been there for me but these two have been like my rock. A ghost smile appears on my face as I think about these two.

The doorbell rings and I jump, startled. I turn around and open the door and I see Lily standing there in all her glory and beauty. I take a step outside and wrap my arms around her waist. She giggles, "This is a nice greeting." I nuzzle my head in the crook of her neck.

"I was just thinking about you. You will have a very long life." Part me is praying that is true because I just can't afford to lose her. She must of heard it in my voice because she promises me she isn't going anywhere. We stay in our little embrace for a minute or so until a loud voice breaks us apart. I groan as I look to my left-hand side.

"If you are going to do the dirty go inside!"

I salute my middle finger at Elliot and he just chuckles at us. "For a 28 year old you sure a sour puss. If you're jealous just tell me Elliot," I grin at him.

"Why would I want you?" Even from here I can see him wrinkling his nose in disgust.

I smirk at him, "Here, I was talking about you wanting Lily but hey... If you swing that way I'm cool but I don't go that way." Lily bursts out laughing and Elliot just flips me the bird before disappearing again.

"You are too much Reece." I shrug at her before taking her inside.

I take one look around. For some reason I feel like I am being watched.

Murder's POV

I scowl to myself as I watch him with her. She isn't good enough for him! I thought I taught him to raise his standards now lower them. Why is that other guy flirting with him? He isn't good enough for my Reece. He needs to go. Soon.

As soon as they disappear into the house, I get up from my hiding place and walk away.

Time for my next move.

A/N: Hey guys. Another chapter! Erm got nothing to say except err.. Stay Awesome?

Oh. A few of my readers from my personal account (@Samsam_Maynard) asked me how we write this? Er basically... We have the entire story planned and we kind update when we feel like. Armani writes majority of the chapter and then I get it back and (half) edit it and add or take away anything or in some cases (like this one) I finish writing the chapter. Although there are some chapters that I will fully write and you will be able to tell because I am literally just crazy. Anyway once I have edited it, I send it to Armani and she reads it and tells me if she wants to change anything and if not we decide on a chapter name and I write the authors note and BAM! It's posted :D

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Written by: @ArmaniLewinsky & @Samsam_Maynard

Edited by: @Samsam_Maynard

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