We Are

darkest times

(Please note..trigger warning, there will be self harm in this page, also homosexuality..but if you do self harm and your trying to stop just do it, even if you do feel alone remember you will always have simple pleasures in your life and no matter who you are someone will miss you! Also remember when you cut your not taking away the pain just placing it on the shoulders of those who know you.)

I run off and jump into my room which is very small with a old lumpy bed. I try to cry myself to sleep but I hear," Stupid villains ruining everyone's fun! " That's it I break at these words. The voices return, they whisper around me until I can't take it any more and give in.
You know what to do
The shadows whisper handing me a blade. I nod my head and look at the blade perfectly reflecting my worthless self.
I close my eyes and feel the cold blade press against my skin, I feel the pain as it strokes against my skin and finally I feel numb as I have completed my task.
I hand the blade back to the shadows as I finally feel totally alone....but then I remember him, the only people who knows my pain.
I feel guilt at what I have done especially to him, I hear gentle foot steps as he enters my room and sees my scars.
"You know you are never alone" he says softly staring at me, not with eye full of criticism but with eye full of hope and love.
I sigh at him and cry into his chest, "I know but the shadows came back and.." I try to explane but he cuts me off by hugging me into his chest. "You don't need to say anything, just know I'm here" he says staring into my eyes. I hug him back as he softly kisses my head and decided to sleep in my room tonight.

Little did we know someone was watching us, someone full of understanding for our relationship but not yet ready to defend us but when the time comes that someone better be ready. Or they're just not man enough........