Without Him Im A Loser

Chapter1

"Oppa please don't go!!" She said sobbing as if her entire life depends on him..

"you know I can't live without you!"

Jeez~ What the fuck!! Why don't you just kneel down and beg him. I rolled my eyes.
Dramas nowadays are so freaking boring.

Now let's be honest…
I would never ever beg a man no matter how much I would be loving him. I have a pride and no way in hell I would end up doing such a thing.
I prefer dying single than stepping on my pride to beg an asshole.

"Rihana!" I heard mom calling my name.

Mom loves my name. Well I love my name as well.
Isn't it a beautiful name after all?
"Rihana!!" she called again and I jumped in my place.
The last thing I want to do is making her wait. I may end up losing my life.
I climbed of my bed and headed down the stairs and straight to the kitchen.

"Yes ma'am! " I said.
"You're not ready yet? Aren't you going to university?" She said eying me up and down.
"Mom Dear mom,I told you yesterday I'm not going to university!! understand me!!" I sighed.
"Your friend Linna will be here any moment go get ready." She said not even looking at me.
She was busy decorating her cake which looked delicious as hell.
My mom adores cooking and baking. Her dishes are honestly the best of best.

"Here.." She handed me some chocolate. I accepted it without hesitation because it was chocolate.

Chocolate is my love. I always said I don't need a man i just need chocolate.

Well accpting the chocolate,I ran upstairs.
Linna I will surely kill you someday. But right now I need to pick some clothes.

"What should I wear..". I sang as I sat on the edge of my bed thinking of today's outfit.
My mood was clear like the blue sky so What would fit me perfectly?
Dear GOD I need your help.
I ended up picking black jeans and a pink shirt. I brushed my long hair letting it fall naturally.
I collected my stuffs put on my pink converse and left.

"Hey my sexy girl." Linna said checking me out like she always does.
"Hey Linna my best friend whom I will end up killing someday!" I said rolling my eyes.
She laughed hysterically at my words.
"Believe me dear Rihana you'll Thank me later" She said in a proud tone.
"What is it about now? what's the special event?" I asked narrowing my eyes suspiciously.
"No I am not telling you now it's a secret babe.." She replied playfully.
"Bitch you know I hate you right?"
"I love you too!" She said pulling me in bone crushing hug.
"Okay Okay could you let go of me now I can't breathe and my Veins need oxygen so badly at the moment." I said.
"Sure Sure babe." she released me.
"If Jinwoo hugged you you wouldn't say you need oxygen." she continued.
"Of coursed I wouldn't because Jinwoo is oxygen.."
"Yeah June is oxygen too Seungry is oxygen as well. Every artist in YG is your oxygen." she said throwing her hands in the air.
"Jealousy is killing my girlfriend!" I said poking her cheek.
"Fuck off Im Donghyuk's!!" she said and I pulled her nose.
"I hate you.."
"Whatever Rihana whatever.."

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In our way to university, I was trying to get some pieces of information from her, however, she said I needed to be patient.
Linna was my best friend since we were little children.
She knows everything about me and I know everything about her.
We never hid anything from each others.
She knows my weaknesses as well and she's always using them against me T-T is this What they call friendship, Torturing a friend of yours.
She enjoys torturing me.

But she's my Bitch whom I love as Fuck.

Here we are. Our precious university.

Linna grabbed my hand dragging me to our department. She knocked on a door and opened it right away.

"Good morning sir!" She greeted the professor gently.
"Oh finally Linna and Rihana glad to See you again!" He welcomed us gesturing to us to have a sit.

I looked at Linna who was smiling like a weirdo.

"Well Rihana as I told Linna our university is welcoming two new students from South Korea. They are not just any students they are artists!!" He smiled proudly then continued.
"They are artists from the most powerful entertainment agency in Korea.." he paused looking at me seriously "YG entertainment.." he continued.

The inner me was screaming the name YG and dancing however I tried acting cool.

"Well it's such an honor to welcome YG's artists in our university." I said "But why did you ask Linna to bring me here what does it have to do with us?"
The inner me snapped at me
Bitch you can't be serious They are YG'S artists you dumbass.

"Well I trust you both you have been always taking care of new students helping them and guiding them so I believe you are going to take care of our guests." he said smiling.
"Ah Yeah as usual right?" Linna questioned.
"Not as usual. Red carpet treatment they are artists don't forget this point!" He replied.
We nodded then he allowed us to leave so we did.

I was silent for a while until Linna poked my cheek.
"Earth to Rihana.." She laughed.
"I can't hear you chchchchchchch!!!" I replied playfully which made Linna laugh her ass off.

We went to the cafeteria sitting in our usual place.
Before I started zoning out Linna asked me "What do you want to drink?"
"Lemon juice with so much sugar" i answered and She laughed "Yes ma'am" and then She left to order our drinks.

I started thinking deeply of the situation.
Among YG's artists who would they be. I felt excited.
My life will be interesting from now on. And now I will be having a goal in my freaking life. Yes Yes I know Im a weirdo.