Without Him Im A Loser

Chapter 22

Linna didn't bother explaining how the hell I got accepted to audition in YG.

I was surprised or maybe shocked.

She helped me packing and told me that she was going to accompany me to the airport.

I didn't really pay attention to whatever she was telling me because I couldn't focuse.

Does this have something to do with Jinwoo?

"I will miss you bae!" Linna said in a sad tone.
"Wait! What? You said you're accompanying me!"
"To the airport not to YG!" She sighed.
"Why not?"
"Because they want you to audition not me so I still need to get my diploma first then follow you." She smiled looking at my eyes.

It was the first experience I was going to face without Linna next to me. I felt sad somehow. I mean it is hard when you get used to someone standing by you and then suddenly you have to face things alone.

"Hey I will call you everyday so don't be sad!" She smiled genuinely and I felt warm again.
"I'll consider this a promise you break it I bury you in my backyard!" I said jokingly.
"Okey dokey!" She grinned.

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Linna accompanied me to the airport and kept telling me that everything is going to be perfectly fine when she noticed that I was not feeling happy leaving her behind.

"Take care of yourself and say hi to the boys! All of them!" Linna hugged me.
"All of them?"
"Yeah WINKON you know!"
"I only know Jinwoo and Donghyuk!" I said in a matter of fact.
"God like I don't know you they'll all fall for your so awe-fucking-someness."
"You think!"
"Ya hurry up get the fuck in the airplane!"
"Here is my Bitch!" I laughed giving her one last tight hug.
"Take care gonna miss you!"
"Bye gonna miss you too!"

I walked into the airplane and took a seat on the aisle near the front.
I checked Instagram quickly before turning my phone off and laid on my chair deciding to get some sleep.

"Rihana! Wake up sleepy head!" I felt Someone shaking my Body gently.
"Few minutes More!" I groaned.
"Wake up now!" The owner of the voice said again.
"Okay!" I slowly opened my eyes to see him in front of me.
"Jinwoo?" I whispered and he chuckled.
"You're almost there wake up!" He said leaving.
"Wait!" I screamed behind him.

I opened my eyes feeling my whole Body shaking. I inhaled and exhaled trying to calm myself down.
I then noticed the airplane descending. God I was almost there. I was gonna meet him again.

Did he miss me? Did he know I was coming? If he did how would he react? And If he didn't how would he react?

The plane landed finally and I was More than happy and excited.

As soon as I walked out I noticed Donghyuk smiling genuinely as he was waving his hands.

I ran to his direction and he engulfed me in a bear hug.

"I miss you!" I wispered to his ear.
"I miss you too Rihana!" He said releasing me from his embrace.
"Welcome in Korea!" He smiled.
"Thank you!"

I was so happy seeing Donghyuk again that I didn't even notice he wasn't alone. June was standing next to him eying me up and down.

"Umm Hello!" I greeted.
"Hey!" He gave me his incredible smile.
"Well Im.."
"I know!" He winked cutting me off and Donghyuk chuckled.
"Glad to know Sassy June!"
"It's actually Sexy June my beautiful lady!" He smirked. "But I like the sassy June as well!"
"You two stop this conversation for a moment and Let's get going the driver is waiting."
"Ah Let's go!" June winked and I blushed.

Later the driver parked the car in front of a hotel.
Wait a hotel I thought we were going to YG building. What was happening.

"Hotel?" I raised an eyebrow.
"Well Yeah! We came back from Japan yesterday so we are still staying here." Donghyuk chuckled.
"Oh! Im Sorry that you have to.."
"Shut up!" Donghyuk smiled.
"But you must be tired!"
"Got used to it!" They said in unison.
"Okay then!" I smiled. "And thank you!"
"You're always welcome Dollie!"

Donghyuk opened the door and got out and I followed.
They both walked in front of me leading me to the room they were staying at.

I found myself thinking wholeheartedly about no other but Kim Jinwoo.
Where was he? Was he Fine?

I would be a liar If I denied the fact that I missed him to death. He was the one who drew a smile on my face. The one who made me feel lucky. The one who made me feel wanted. The one who made me feel alive. He was my saviour. An angel who had descended from heaven to save me. 

"Hey are you Okay?" Donghyuk asked me.
"Yeah!"
"Well Come in! You don't wanna stay outside do you?"
"Nah absolutely not!"

I walked in slowly and plopped down the sofa next to June.

"Where are the others?" I asked.
"What? Am I not enough for you?" June pouted.
"Sexy June is better than cute June!" I commented and he chuckled.
"They are home! We are staying here so you can rest!" He said.
"They are all excited to meet you though!" Donghyuk smiled handing me a bottle of water.
"Im way More excited Candy chan!" I winked.
"Please!" He rolled his eyes and June laughed.

Their friends were excited and so I was. I just hope they would end up liking me.

And again I found myself thinking about him. I miss him and Yeah I still love him.
I wonder If he did miss Me the way I did. And If yes Why didn't he call or message me.
I guess he was busy having too much stuffs to take care of. Dramas,tours,concerts and More.

I laid on the bed as I was thinking of him more and more until I felt sleepy so I closed my eyes and flied to my dreamland.