Without Him Im A Loser

Chapter 20

I was dating Jinwoo. Oh God I was dating Kim Jinwoo.
I couldn't help but smiling. I wanted to jump and scream like a psycho but I decided against it.

A waitress walked to our direction. She bowed her head when she noticed Jinwoo and Donghyuk.

"I'll lead you to your table please follow me!" She said and Jinwoo nodded.

Our table was next to a huge window. I stood there fascinated by the beautiful view. The dark sky, the stars. I smiled turning around and to my surprise Jinwoo was standing in front of me.

"Such a wonderful surprise!" I smiled.
He pulled the chairs for me.
"Sit down!" He smiled and I did as I was told.

Few minutes later the waitress served us our meal and left.
I couldn't Stop thinking. I was dating him. Im the luckiest girl ever.
I thought of the day he asked me out and my dream and then my first date. I was in heaven.

"Rihana! Stop daydreaming and eat. We need to go somewhere!" Jinwoo said.
"Somewhere? Where? I mean Why?"
"Just eat!" He ordered and I nodded.

As soon as I finished Jinwoo stood up and so I did.

"Guys we'll See you later Have a nice date." He winked at Linna and she blushed.
"Take care!" They said in unison.

We left the restaurant and got in the car.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"Somewhere!" He chuckled.
"Oh come on you don't live here so you may lose your way!" I said seriously.
"Relax babe!" He said speeding up.
"Okay your Highness!" I stuck my tongue out.

Half an hour later he parked the car and got out.
I unbuckled the seat belt and Jinwoo opened the door for me.
"Here princess!" He offered me his hand.
"Somebody is being a gentleman!" I held his hand.
"I have always been a gentleman." He pouted and I smiled at how super cute he looked.

I scanned the area and turned to look at Jinwoo again.

"You can't Stop looking at me Right?" He winked.
"The beach?" I said my eyes never leaving his.
"Yeah!" He shrugged.
"You never failed surprising me." I hugged him surprising him and myself as well.
I pulled away looking at the ground.

My Body reacts automatically. I don't know What was happening to me.
I feel like Im another person when Im with him.

He lifted my chin up.
"You look more beautiful when You're shy." He smiled.
"Let's go!" He held my hand and we walked silently.

I stopped him and lifted my head up to look at the sky.
It was so dark, the stars were shining brightly, the moon was in the middle. Such a beautiful view.
I suddenly started shivering. But I didn't care I was fascinated by this so beautiful place.

I felt two arms wrapping themselves around me. I smiled knowing they were no one's but Jinwoo's.

"Thank you!" I said looking at the sky.
"What for!" He whispered  to my ear.
"For today! I will never forget this date no matter What." I confessed.
"It's the beginning. We Still have a long way to go!"
"I know but Still today's date will always be special." I smiled.

We walked for God knows how long and we ended up sitting down with Jinwoo's head on my lap and my hands playing with his so perfect brown hair.

"Jinwoo ssi!" I whispered.
"Hmm!"
"Open your eyes you sleepyhead!" I hissed and he chuckled.
"Here!" He opened his right eye.
"You See the moon?"
"Yeah!" He said lazily.
"It's beautiful isn't it?" I smiled.
"You're more beautiful!"
"Im serious!"
"Me too!" He smiled and I blushed.
He stood up all of a sudden. He looked at the sky and then at me. I stood up next to him.

"Mind closing your eyes?" He asked and I nodded.
"Open your eyes now!"

I did as I was told then my eyes landed on a Black box. He opened it and my jaw dropped on the floor.
There was a beautiful necklace Which seemed to be so expensive.

"I will help you wearing it!" I couldn't say a single word I was so surprised that I was fighting the urge I had to cry.
The necklace landed on my chest and I noticed a little heart with three words engraved on it.
"LOVE YOU RIHANA"
No don't ruin the moment don't cry!!

He turned me around to face him and he then I noticed a ring in his hand he took my hand and slid it in my finger.
"Exactly your size!" He smiled then intertwined our hands together.
"I told you Jinwoo you never failed surprising me!" I whispered.
"You See the moon right?" I said. "What about it?"
"I love you to the moon and back!" Tears started streaming down my cheeks.
"I love you Jinwoo!" I said wrapping my arms around him and he hugged me right away.
"I love you too!" He whispered to my ear.

We pulled away and stared at each other's eyes for What seems like forever. Everything felt so right and I felt so happy. My heart was beating faster than ever.

"Can I ask you one more thing?"
"Sure!"
"Sing for me!"

What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I released the tears I was fighting.
I forgot how to breathe and I felt my heart skipping beats.

"How was it?" He said leaning down.
"Thank you!"

He wiped my tears away and then cupped my cheeks.
"I love you!" He said against my lips then he pressed his lips against mine Gently. I automatically wrapped my arms around his neck and closed my eyes enjoying the moment and wishing it would last forever.