Sixteen

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Alyssa ~
             I went to sleep that night with the weirdest thought on my mind; a baby would ruin my life. Not even just mine, but both of ours. If I ever got pregnant, I would definitely take care of it and love it with everything inside of me. However, I have to think of the effects of having one. Everything would change drastically. My parents would hate me for not being fully protective. Shawn's whole life would turn upside down and have to be a dad at eighteen. This thought is far too scary to think of.
I'll never understand why Shawn was so mad. He's never reacted that way. It frustrates me that he might not have been as supportive for our "baby" as I would like him to be.
I turned to my side to see Shawn sleeping away the night in an effortless bliss. Why did I have to fall for him?
Maybe I'm just the type of person to fall in love with the wrong guy. Hopefully this isn't the case, because we're getting married really soon and God knows that a little sliver of my soul will hate every second about it.
I hate being engaged to a guy I met only a couple of months ago.
I reach my arm over to the side and grab my phone. I scrolled through the long text my mom sent to me about the wedding. I'm sure Shawn's parents have told him as well.

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