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I don't trust you.
I don't trust myself.
I don't trust anyone completley.
My issue is not you. You have done nothing to lose my trust. It's my fault. I do not trust because I have put myself in bad places and let my trust be broken before. I've trusted too much. I allowed myself to be broken beyond repair.
You've told me you love me and you wouldn't ever leave me, but is that even true? Do you really even care? I doubt you do. I doubt anyone cares.
I would like to think I've made a difference in this world, that I've impacted people's lives. I doubt I have done that. I want to save people. I want to save people's lives but I also want to save them from their minds, the depression and anxiety that plagues us all. How can I expect to do that when I can't even help myself?