Playing With Fire

Meeting Stranger

Annie's P.O.V

It was normal peaceful day in Mystic falls,like always nothing interesting,it's august and school is about to start,which terrifies me,I know I am a good student,I have many friends and i should love school,but after all I am a kid no one likes school.

This year happened horrible accident and my parents passed away,that news almost destroyed me,I couldn't picture my life without them,they were only people,who truly knew me and understand me,I was always troublemaker,very stubborn and lazy,feisty and rude with people,who i didn't like and they were controlling me and telling me how to behave in different situations and now they were gone and my brain couldn't realize it,I cried so hard in bathroom,where no one could see me,from inside I was destroyed and dead,but from outside i had a facade,I blocked every emotion,i was trying to forget about my parents,I started going on parties with my friends,but nothing worked.But people made this situation more horrible for my family,they were giving us pitiful glances,when we were around them,they would talk about an accident,this accident split my family,we weren't even talking normally,Jeremy started using drugs,Elena was locked in herself,me and Jenna were trying to communicate with them,but nothing.

But me and Elena,we were different story,from accident only Elena survived,our parents picked her up from the party,so everyday she was blaming herself and she knew how much i loved them,so she wasn't talking to me anymore.I remember our fight very clearly

Flashback

We just came back from funeral and everyone was tired and wounded,Elena run upstairs instantly and Jenna asked me to follow her,I obeyed and went in Elena's room and she was crying so hard,It was hard to see my sister in this state,I approached her

"Hey it's okay,we will get through this together"I hugged her and started rubbing her back

"No it's not okay,stop pretending,our parents are dead and now what no one cares about us anymore"She stuttered during talk,because of sobbing

"It's not true,we have Jenna,who cares about us and we have each other,it hurts now,but eventually It will heal"

"Annie can't you understand?Jenna is young and she have to take care of three teenage kids,she had a life and she came here because of us,do you think she likes it?And Jeremy he is using drugs and ruining his life and you! You don't even care,you had that stone cold,careless face during funeral,you don't even care,never once I saw a tear in your eyes!"She yelled at me,now Jenna and Jeremy were standing in front of door and trying to stop Elena,her words pierced my heart,I felt so hurt,if my sister couldn't understand me,how anybody else would,but soon anger changed sadness and I couldn't stop my self

"You know what I am so done,you are sitting here and crying for mom and dad,yes you are crying for everybody else in this town,but then what, are they alive?,You know Elena tears doesn't define love,I know you are traumatized,but we are everyone in same situation and we are trying to control it,while you only destroying everything and crying like a pathetic girl,think maybe because of you mom and dad are dead" that one word slipped from my mouth and i gasped,all this time i was yelling so loud and when i stopped i saw Elena's face and she was guilty,because of her words which made me lose myself.

"Elena I am so sorry,I didn't mean it,I was angry"I said ashamed of my words

"It's okay it was my fault,I shouldn't have said that

End of the flashback

And it was our last conversation,we both were ashamed and I knew that Elena could never understand me,like others did and it was very sad.

anyway I got off the bad,showered and put on casual,home cloth,I am not using makeup much only lipstick,because i simply don't need it,but I am home now,so don't really care about beauty much                               (Home cloth >>>)