Billy's break down

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by kitkataroo

by kitkataroo

Todd's pov
So I spent the night at my mum's place, worrying if Billy was alright or not. I didn't ring him because that would have probably annoyed him as he wanted some independenance. I thought that was the best thing to do. It wasn't.

I go up to the door and knock. No answer. I know I have a key but I thought Billy would rather that I didn't just barge in on him. I knock again still no answer. Right no that's it I'm going in. Unlocking the door, I call Billy's name but he doesn't respond to that either. I search all over the ground floor where Billy had been sleeping as it was easier. He wasn't there but his crutch was. We agreed ages ago that he would try go upstairs without my help. Let alone when hes home alone. Oh god Billy's gone and got himself stuck. How long had he been up there. I start walking up the stairs and I hear quiet sobs. Which then worries me whether he has hurt himself.

I get to the door from which the sobs are coming from. It's the bedroom door not the one that Billy had been sleeping in because he was downstairs but the one i had been in. I slowly open the door. Then I see Billy on the floor.
"Billy what's wrong? Are you hurt?" I ask. He doesn't reply so I move forward and see him hugging Lee's lifeless body.
"Omg, Billy what happened?" I'm begging him to answer me but he doesn't. "BILLY!?"
"He's dead Todd, he's dead."
I had no idea how I had let him convince me to go. Now I saw that I really should have stayed. Maybe Lee would still be around if I had done that. Billy is never going to forgive himself for this.

Billy's pov
I can't believe he's dead. How can he be gone. I've really let my brother down now. This is all my fault. If had got him some help he would be alive right now. I'm so stupid. Why didn't I get him some help? I was too weak to help him. I should have done better. I could have done better. I'm such a pathetic brother. I don't deserve to be here. I wish Todd wpuld just leave. I don't deserve him either. I should find a way to disappear so I couldn't ruin anyone or anything else. What kind of vicar am I? The kind who can't even help his own brother. Yes, the pathetic kind. I'm a pointless vicar. If I was such a good vicar I would have been able to help Lee surely. There has to be a way out of here. I could take like a train but I wouldn't want to get stuck on a train. I could try to walk but I would get tired. There was alway a cab. Where I go doesn't matter. I don't matter. Protecting everyone else is the only thing that matters.
I phone up a cab and get tell them I want to go to newbury. It was the first thing that had popped into my mind. The cab firm said it was too far. So I needed a new plan. I guess coach was an option. I know that there are coaches I can get to newbury. I'll do that. I call the cab firm and ask them to take me to the coach station.
"Todd?" I say trying to act ok.
"Billy?" He replies.
"Can u go get some milk please? We've run out."
"Sure I'll be back in a second." He says rushing out the door.
That's Todd out of the way and just in time the cab pulls up just as he leaves. I get in and we drive away.

Right guys I want to get a new title but I have no idea what to put because I don't actually have a brain. Also I know it's been forever since I've updated I've been on holiday and have had serious writers block. But I've got back had a proper cuppa and I think it's gone. Leave any comments if u want to see anything pasific in this story there is no plan