Billy And Todd A Secret Love Story

Lee drags Billy away from Sean to Todd

Billy's pov
Oh no. I can't believe I told Todd all that stuff. He seemed to be so understanding and sweet. I've never seen him like that before. He seemed to understand. I feel weird around him now. I can't look at him in the in public without having to look away. What is going on in my head? I had a weird dream last night me and Todd were together. It seemed right. It'd not right though. It will never be right. I'm with Sean I can't just hurt him. I'm not that kind of person. I wonder what would happen if I leave sean and go out with todd. I know I'll never do it but I still I think about it.

I'm in rovers talking to Sean when my phone rings. It's Todd. I pick up the phone.
"Todd what's up."
"Billy come quick it's Lee."
The call ends and I tell Sean I need to go. I think he is becoming suspicious of me. Luckily I can cover up by using my job as an excuse for not telling him anything. I'm not sure for how much longer he is going to believe it and take that for an answer. I hope that at least for a little while longer he will accept it just until I can sort Lee out and keep away from Todd. I don't think my conscious can take much more of this. Being with Sean but wanting Todd. I'm almost sure that Todd wants me as well. I guess I'll never know but I better hurry up and see what Lee needs. If anything happens to him I will never ever forgive myself. He's the only family I really have left. I love him really even if he is horrible to me and spends alk his money on drugs. He is my brother and nothing could ever change that I hope.

I was hoping I would get better as I went along. Hmm fan fiction writing. I still haven't quite got the hang of it yet
Bear with.