White Blood Cells | Narry AU

Crutches | 7

Fresh saturday morning a week after that, me and Harry have been getting closer. He had been at the Hospital a lot lately and I've been visiting him every chance I got. I bought him presents and kept him laughing and keeping his mind off of what's going on.

"Harry, Is there anything you want before . . Y'know . ." I said and as me and Harry laid on the couch. He had a gas machine laying against the couch with tubes up his nose.  It eases his breathing. He swears he's had it for awhile.

Zayn and louis finally used their time to be out of the house. Louis convinced zayn to let him meet liam. What zayn didn't know is louis wanted to go because he wants to see how big liam is. If you know what I mean.

"I want . . ." He said trailing off looking over to me. The rim around his eyes red and his nose blood red. He grabbed my arm.

"I want true love."

I got just the idea.

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"Okay haz. This is a party. Every girl here is looking to either have a good time or find their Knight in shining armour." Louis told harry as we entered the Lake house. Some guy at school was having some huge party and louis made it clear that if harry could find true love, he needs to get looking. Louis convinced me to trick harry into this scam and I could tell by the scowl on his face, he wasn't pleased.

Poor harry had a crutch sitting under his arm, he scowled and ignored that this party was filled with fun.

"None of these Dicks have anything to offer." He spat and it caught me by surprise. Maybe I've seen too much of good harry. Maybe their was a bad harry.

"Whoa. Sorry! I'm not the one looking for true love in the space of a week!" Louis said sarcastically.

"Piss off Lewis. You thought taking me around a bunch of drunk men would fucking work? I'm a dying man. Not a desperate man." Harry spat out and walked back outside. Maybe this was a bad idea.

I walked outside following harry who moved pretty fast to be on a crutch.

"Harry? What's wrong?" I asked him when he slowed down and I was able to catch up. I seen him lean against a car defeated.

"Why did you take me here?" He asked me and gulped. 

"I thought maybe you could find a nice -sober- guy. Get to know him and maybe . . Fall in love. "My voice getting quiet by the second. I felt bad now.

"Well I'm not a complete slease bag. I treat my partners with respect. I don't pick up drunkies." He said and I seen his eyes water. Oh god I made him cry. God damnit.

"I'm a person too y'know? I'm not a Man whore. I'm not like him. I'm nothing like him!" He said started to cry and I reached and touched his shoulder.

"Don't touch me!" He screamed catching someone attention.

"Harry what's wrong? I'm sorry this happened." I said and he started to down.

"My dad was a rapist." He spoke low and I grabbed his hand. I know he didn't want me to touch hin but he was going to have to deal.

"He slept with drunk girls all the time. And my mom was his first." He said with tears streaming lines of saliva building in his mouth as he gasped for air.

"And you guys bring me here so I can be just like him. Well news flash! I'm nothing like that bitch!" He yelled towards the house and I grabbed his other hand making him look at me.

"Harry, your are nothing like your father. You've proven to me that your not. Now I brought you here to introduce yourself. Get your name around town and get some love notes floating your way. Not bring you here to sleep with some dude." I said and it seemed to calm him as he stared at me.

"You are so much better than that. Now don't back out now. Go in there and have a good time. And don't sleep with anyone. Drink as much ass you want and just have fun." I told him and he nodded. He pulled me into a hug. I good hug and my first ever hug from harry. I could smell fragments of the hospital and his Cologne in his shirt as I nuzzled his nose in the crook of my neck.

"Thank you." He told me and I pulled back looking at him.

"Have fun."I said and he smiled and started to walk back to the party. I stayed outside by the car. A party wasn't my crowd. I began to walk down the road to the car and feel tears rush down my face.

I fell in love with a guy, who has lukemia, wants true love and didn't even look my way. And I care too much to leave him. How did this even happen? I wasnt supposed to be this deep.

I got into louis' dad's car and sat their wiping tears. I laid my head back on the seat head and combed my hands through my hair. I started to dose off before I heard a knock on the passenger side window. It was harry, standing with two cups and a smile.

I unlocked the door and he got inside and locked the doors back.

"I brought you grape juice. They ran out of apple juice." He said remembering what flavored juice I liked.

"Thanks." I said and took the cup.

"Parties don't seem like me. I mean louis? He's a total party boy. He was in the middle losing his mind. Their was some sober guys and they were easy to get along with. But, loud music and alcohol everywhere isn't me." He said and I giggled.

"Yeah. Not my thing either." I said and he nodded.

"Harry, about your dad. . Why did that hurt you. . Like it did. You were so close to breaking down." I said and he took a gulp of whatever he had.

"I guess when you brought me here for a surprise. . It clicked in my mind that you wanted me to do that. And God knows I wouldn't be able to." Harry said and I nodded. ..

"Your not like that." I said and he nodded. He took another sip and I watched as bit feel from his lips. Made me wonder. .

"Harry? What are you drinking?" I asked and he giggled.

"The last of the Apple juice." He said and I lightly punched as he laughed.  I laughed with him and just enjoyed being here with him.

"I hate you." I fake pouted and he smiled. 

"I love you too." He said and looked over at me and then smiled. 

He always smiles.

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