Virgin; Bameron

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Bethany's Pov//

"Have you been sexually active recently?" Doctor Singh asks me.

I look over to the computer & look over to her again.

"Yes."

I know, I'm disappointed myself. Not with Cameron. Sadly, Kian was my first. He didn't force to or anything, we were in the moment & I was vulnerable. This was about two weeks ago or so. I'm afraid to tell Cameron since you know. But Cameron hasn't even asked me to be his girlfriend so, idk what we are to be honest?

We finished up my appointment, & I got a couple shots. Birth control, & blah.

I'm still kinda annoyed that Cameron didn't have the chance to say I love you. But I wouldn't expect him to say it, we're not even dating, really?

I went into the waiting room & found Cameron on the phone with a huge smile.

"Hey." I say, as he quickly hangs up the phone &a stands up,

Weird? 

"Uh, I'm done. I'm tired can you just take me to my dorm?" I ask.

"I wanted to take you out to eat. Are you not hungry?" He asks as he grabs my hand as we walk out to the car.

"Yeah, a little but I can eat back at the room. " I'm trying my best to just go home & leave all this behind.

"I love you, Bethany." He smiles as he kissed my shoulder.

"Cameron. I had sex with Kian. Two weeks ago, before we became whatever we are? " I play with my fingers.

"You had sex with Kian?" He squints, he pushes his hair back & bites his finger nails.

"Cameron. It was a mistake, I thought that we would be a thing & it just happened. We both regret it, but it happened. I'm not a Virgin anymore anymore. "

"Bethany I understand it just happened. I understand your a grown up & it happened. I'm just upset it wasn't me." As we sit in the car.

"I love you. I really do. But, are you sure we can work. I mean, your still talking to Lia?" I instantly regret bringing Lia up.

"Beth, seriously? She's old news, I've told you that. You've read it? I love you, & I only want you. I want to feel only you."

I want to feel only you. Chills grow onto my body as they words slip through my head & replays over & over.

I grab his cheek & slam my lips onto his, as our lips made a enchanting sound.

"I want to fuck you so hard." He whispers roughly.

I stop the kiss & look at him.

"What? Did I say something wrong?" He asks with concern.

"No, no. Is it okay if we wait to have sex? I mean your in no rush right?" I but my lip.

"Uh, I guess. I want to, but if you don't want to then I understand?" He throws his head back on the seat & roughly puts his hands in the steering wheel,

"Are you mad?" I ask.

"No Bethany. "

"Cameron you're mad. I'm sorry I'm not one of these easy girls." I roll my eyes.

"I never said you are. Look, I love you & I want to show you I love you."

"Cameron, showing love doesn't always mean sex. Fuckboy." I slump back in the seat & ignore whatever else he wants to say.

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Kinda short buh whatever.